Ok,
So now that my depressed day is over, I move on..............................Oh mind you I STILL hate life, But I doubt I can go ahead with putting my family through my doing myself in, that would be just 1 more thing for them to be disappointed in me and my DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!! Lord knows I put them through enough hell as it is, I can't do that to them too. If it was just me, I really would care. I just don't know what to do anymore..................I am at my wits end!!!!!!!!!!
So now that my depressed day is over, I move on..............................Oh mind you I STILL hate life, But I doubt I can go ahead with putting my family through my doing myself in, that would be just 1 more thing for them to be disappointed in me and my DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!! Lord knows I put them through enough hell as it is, I can't do that to them too. If it was just me, I really would care. I just don't know what to do anymore..................I am at my wits end!!!!!!!!!!