I just spilled ice cold orange-strawberry-banana juice on my IBT (the right one at that). Now my nip is all pointy on one side. 
I feel like an old haggard vampire or something the juice just dripped out the corners of my mouth like it were blood. 
Another good day... would you believe my brother is still at my mother's and she has been sober...
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I feel like an old haggard vampire or something the juice just dripped out the corners of my mouth like it were blood.
Another good day... would you believe my brother is still at my mother's and she has been sober...
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redfirefaery:
Darien, Illinois = suburbia. shopping strip stretched out with tons of mini-malls, medium-sized houses as far as the eye can see... cute little social cul-de-sac housing developments. like i said, suburbia. i'd say not an altogether bad place to live.
harshrocker:
I don't really have anything to say. Thanks for checking out Really Small Talk. I need to go to bed soon.
I do believe the aforementioned friend in journal last has likely read what I said and become upset by it, yes I do. 
Get over it! Talk to me about it if you have to, but I fucking meant what I said. Your hurt me, I was sad, I got pissed, now Im over it. Shit happens for a reason, or so it would seem....
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Get over it! Talk to me about it if you have to, but I fucking meant what I said. Your hurt me, I was sad, I got pissed, now Im over it. Shit happens for a reason, or so it would seem.... Read More
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mercie:
Dude if I booboo in comments, unless it's a blatant mistake and no one will understand it, i don't even change it. No big deal. 
harshrocker:
Yum. Cheese. I've been eating too much of it lately.
I've been pet and plant free for a few years now. I always got to watch and water things when my friends went away.
I've been pet and plant free for a few years now. I always got to watch and water things when my friends went away.
Never a dull moment. Nope, not in my life, not this time.
I just woke up... best sleep in a week, just at the wrong time. But hey, I'm not complaining, I'll take what I can get.
Soooooo last night was interesting, to say the least. Got a call from a friend who sounded miserable. So I went to go spend some time with him....
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I just woke up... best sleep in a week, just at the wrong time. But hey, I'm not complaining, I'll take what I can get.
Soooooo last night was interesting, to say the least. Got a call from a friend who sounded miserable. So I went to go spend some time with him....
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ash:
wow, isnt that strange the ways things work themselves out in the end?
and where have I heard the birthday massacre before?? I know I have!
and where have I heard the birthday massacre before?? I know I have!
waldo_____:
Oh well... Congrats on pinkness 
And it's good you got some sleep.
And it's good you got some sleep.
So, since no one read my last journal... you weren't missing much... but just to catch you up:
I haven't been sleeping well for over a week now. When I do sleep I have wretched nightmares. Last night I took something to help me sleep, it didn't work. I think it actually made things worse. I slept very light and woke up every hour. I...
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I haven't been sleeping well for over a week now. When I do sleep I have wretched nightmares. Last night I took something to help me sleep, it didn't work. I think it actually made things worse. I slept very light and woke up every hour. I...
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malina:
well, see... it could be one of those shotgun marriages in vegas... we could go, get wasted, dress really trashy, get married, then have it annulled in the morning... just for fun. 
Haven't been sleeping much at all for about a week now. 
When I do sleep I have nightmares.
When I do sleep I have nightmares.
everafter:
sorry you aren't sleeping well.
OMFG!
The disability doctor was NICE!
For once I got the good straw... there were 2 doctors there and the one I got was the nice one! Imagine. He said he didn't even have to ask if this or that hurt because he could see that it did by the expressions on my face... not good. He said how it didn't matter that I...
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The disability doctor was NICE!
For once I got the good straw... there were 2 doctors there and the one I got was the nice one! Imagine. He said he didn't even have to ask if this or that hurt because he could see that it did by the expressions on my face... not good. He said how it didn't matter that I...
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mercie:
and it is good ketchup indeed.
harshrocker:
That's cool. I always forget that there are still good doctors that actually care about people and don't just want to be hanging out at the country club flaunting their money. I hope everything goes well.
I've been listening to Clap Your Hands Say Yeah too much, so I had to piut that one away for a bit. And old Modest Mouse, Sonic Youth and Kinski.
I've been listening to Clap Your Hands Say Yeah too much, so I had to piut that one away for a bit. And old Modest Mouse, Sonic Youth and Kinski.
Well basically I am totally FREAKING OUT!
I have this appointment with a state doctor today to determine if I qualify as temporarily disabled so the state will send me money. I'm really NERVOUS, and scared that they will not see how it really is for me day to day because the insurance doctor did not. I feel like it is just because no one...
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I have this appointment with a state doctor today to determine if I qualify as temporarily disabled so the state will send me money. I'm really NERVOUS, and scared that they will not see how it really is for me day to day because the insurance doctor did not. I feel like it is just because no one...
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fragile21:
i hope you get it. stupid doctors...what the fuck do they know? they get all this money and forget that people do struggle.
zero:
Stupid government agencies. Well, good luck. More pic to come soon, maybe even today???
Stupid government agencies. Well, good luck. More pic to come soon, maybe even today??? 
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harshrocker:
I hope you can escape the mess that is Erie County as soon as possible. I think you can do it. Stay positive.
malina:
I was just thinking about you...
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malina:
awwww 
zero:
gotta please the fans ahhahaha
Nice pic! Hope your having fun.
gotta please the fans ahhahaha
Nice pic! Hope your having fun.
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artpie:
bout eFFin' time Sista!.... finally some deserving young lad will find his bliss.... & you'll get some regular man lovin'
fragile21:
YAY!!!! i'm so happy for you!
and i love the birthday massacre picture! have you seen their video yet? it's so awesome!
and i love the birthday massacre picture! have you seen their video yet? it's so awesome!