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I really really want these (in purple):



I have cramps. I'm having the worst day. I went to the doctors because I have been getting my goddamned "icky bloody thing" twice a month. *rips out hair* Yes, ladies... that's right TWICE a fucking month! They were assholes and did not listen to a word I said. They tell me I can't have the BCPs I have been taking for years because of the nerve damage from injuries sustained in the accident making the usual BCPs unsafe to take. I was explaining I have never been diagnosed with chronic migraines and that the numbness is associated with a misplaced disc or two not migraines. Then she bitched me out about not wanting to loose her license. (I have worked in the medical field for 4 years I would not ever ask a doctor to do something that would entail them loosing their license!) She simply wasn't getting what I was telling her. If I had money I would have gone to MY doctor and just got a renewed script... however I have no money so I went to Planned Parenthood... FUCK UPS! Waste of gas driving out there. They gave me some other shit without estrogen that is supposedly safe for migraine sufferers... but could make my 'depressed state' worse. *ROLLS EYES* AND it could possibly make me bleed MORE! GENIOUS! I already soak a damned whole box of tampons on heavy days! CHRIST! (Sorry about the icky bloody rant boys, but no one made you read it.)

I hope Jos calls me back soon and I can go get my hair dyed or something.

I need something to do...

AND I am OUT of m&m's! The HORROR!