Yup I'm sick. 
It is autumn in New York... beautiful, crisp, cool, colorful, wonderful... *le sigh. Sweater weather, so I'm wearing one and some legwarmers (original ones from the 80's) under my jeans.
For those of you who don't know and have been wondering:
*Yes I was in quite a nasty car wreck.
*It happened in June.
*My car (tiny lil Hyundai accent) was rear-ended by a dump truck (huge ass fucking truck).
*I haven't been aloud to work or really do much of anything since.
*I haven't received any disability money to date.
*I live with my ex who has been supporting me money wise, but bailed on me when the going got tough. (Accident, death in the family... etc etc.)
*I owe him too much $, and he is being icky (to say the least and to be nice).
*I have been thru a lot of meds and treatments (including my least favorite - shock therapy [yes they still do that]).
*I am still in pain daily.
*I am alive (in a manor of speaking).
*I can walk (in a manor of speaking).
*I am expected in time (a long time) to make a 90% recovery!
*I have a rather fucked up family situation...
*I am currently in a custody battle with my mother over my little brother.
*It will be ok, but I am loosing it!
My back...
My brother...
In other news... I'll love you if you talk German to me...
Hre ich zu Und Ein, was hren Sie zu?
It is autumn in New York... beautiful, crisp, cool, colorful, wonderful... *le sigh. Sweater weather, so I'm wearing one and some legwarmers (original ones from the 80's) under my jeans.
For those of you who don't know and have been wondering:
*Yes I was in quite a nasty car wreck.
*It happened in June.
*My car (tiny lil Hyundai accent) was rear-ended by a dump truck (huge ass fucking truck).
*I haven't been aloud to work or really do much of anything since.
*I haven't received any disability money to date.
*I live with my ex who has been supporting me money wise, but bailed on me when the going got tough. (Accident, death in the family... etc etc.)
*I owe him too much $, and he is being icky (to say the least and to be nice).
*I have been thru a lot of meds and treatments (including my least favorite - shock therapy [yes they still do that]).
*I am still in pain daily.
*I am alive (in a manor of speaking).
*I can walk (in a manor of speaking).
*I am expected in time (a long time) to make a 90% recovery!
*I have a rather fucked up family situation...
*I am currently in a custody battle with my mother over my little brother.
*It will be ok, but I am loosing it!
My back...
My brother...
In other news... I'll love you if you talk German to me...
Hre ich zu Und Ein, was hren Sie zu?
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surreal78:
Wow. You have alot on your mind. Breathe. It's hard to look up sometimes. Something is worth our best intentions. I send mine to you, hopeing it finds you with a smile. 
coffee_riot:
Hmm, I think someone's getting a German punk mixtape... 