Sunday Oct 03, 2004

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update:
*Went for a walk.
*Almost got hit by an old guy driving on the wrong side of the road. I wasn't even a block form my house. shocked
*Got to talk to my dad. biggrin
*Had to call someone to pick me up because I was in so much pain I cried. frown

original entry:
*Listening to Placebo.
*Woke up on the 'wrong side of the bed' for the 2nd day in a row.
*Can't get the bad news that came in the mail yesterday out of my head.
*Don't know how much more I can take living with Sean... I don't have a choice.
*Stressing hardcore over money issues.
*Stressing over work, not working, going back to work... fucking work.
*Still in pain from the fucking accident.
*Family stuff is getting worse.
*My little brother turns 15 on the 7th, I can't get him anything.
*Autumn is my favorite season and I'm not enjoying it due to not being able to get all the miserable shit out of my head.
*I want to run away from it all, but I know that won't help anything.
*I am a strong young woman, I can do this or so I keep telling myself.
*Near the breaking point

FUCK THIS!

*I am going for a walk.
*Even if it kills me.

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nail_boy:
It'll be okay, honey. As long as you're still alive it'll be okay. And if you want something for your little brother I do leatherwork and have lots of original bracelets with awesome skulls and stuff worked into them, say the word and one is on it's way to him priority mail with a gift card and everything. Don't know you that well but you're a person and maybe I could make things seem just a bit better for you. Don't worry about pay, this one's on the house for you. Hope everything gets better soon, do me a favor and smile. smile
nail_boy:
Anything for you, hon. And seriously, if you need a present for your bro, just say the word. I've a friend in NY (can't remember if he's island or where) that I could send the bracelets to and you could meet him somewhere and get them or something. I wish you the very best and hope all turns out better than I already know it's going to be for you. Smiles and devil's food cake,

the Nail Boy, aka marco kiss

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