at last i have another chance to write you all. things have been strange, or perhaps the recent events of tonight are still haunting me. once again an old friend reemed me out for being depressed. im really sick of people saying things they know nothing about, and im really sick of this town and its lack of tasteful anti judgemental people.
i cant sleep. I had my birthday party, which was again a complete lack of party, considering it was a dinner at Boston Pizza and 7 people showed up... iv convinced myself that its not a big deal.
so i finally applied today. its something im seriously looking forward to now, my photgrapher Posh whom i love dearly will be shooting my sets, iv got a lot of ideas. speaking of Posh shes someone im very confused about, shes got a lure and i cant deney it. i hate to sound of deprete but im in a great need of friends.
Im going to bed, my cat has been keeping the warm spot and Family guy should be on by now.
i cant sleep. I had my birthday party, which was again a complete lack of party, considering it was a dinner at Boston Pizza and 7 people showed up... iv convinced myself that its not a big deal.
so i finally applied today. its something im seriously looking forward to now, my photgrapher Posh whom i love dearly will be shooting my sets, iv got a lot of ideas. speaking of Posh shes someone im very confused about, shes got a lure and i cant deney it. i hate to sound of deprete but im in a great need of friends.
Im going to bed, my cat has been keeping the warm spot and Family guy should be on by now.