It's hard to concentrate at times...
Life. No one will ever figure it out I suppose. Death, probably one of the only certain things that comes along. Love if you're lucky. Some aren't. Family, if you're really lucky. We're there for each other. It's weird losing a family member. My aunt died the other night. It's odd. Knowing I'll never see her or talk to her again. We didn't have the greatest relationship, but it wasn't like we didn't get along. The only time we really saw each other was at family type functions. I just don't know how to react to this. She was really ill. Suffering a lot. And it all happened so fast. I mean, we barely found out she wasn't doing good. It was all too fast. It hasn't sunk in. I could hear my mom crying early in the morning when she found out. I knew right then at that moment what had happened. I didn't want to wake up to that. I was hoping it was just part of the dream, and that I would wake up and she'd still be there. But that wasn't what happened. My parents left before I could wake. Already I knew. But still, I didn't want to buy the truth. Then finally while I was at work, I got the call. My parents had left out of town to go be with my uncle and their children. She was doing good this past weekend, so it truly was a shock to hear of her passing. But now, I truly know she's in a better place. She's not sick anymore, and finally at peace.
Life. No one will ever figure it out I suppose. Death, probably one of the only certain things that comes along. Love if you're lucky. Some aren't. Family, if you're really lucky. We're there for each other. It's weird losing a family member. My aunt died the other night. It's odd. Knowing I'll never see her or talk to her again. We didn't have the greatest relationship, but it wasn't like we didn't get along. The only time we really saw each other was at family type functions. I just don't know how to react to this. She was really ill. Suffering a lot. And it all happened so fast. I mean, we barely found out she wasn't doing good. It was all too fast. It hasn't sunk in. I could hear my mom crying early in the morning when she found out. I knew right then at that moment what had happened. I didn't want to wake up to that. I was hoping it was just part of the dream, and that I would wake up and she'd still be there. But that wasn't what happened. My parents left before I could wake. Already I knew. But still, I didn't want to buy the truth. Then finally while I was at work, I got the call. My parents had left out of town to go be with my uncle and their children. She was doing good this past weekend, so it truly was a shock to hear of her passing. But now, I truly know she's in a better place. She's not sick anymore, and finally at peace.
morbidnyckid:
My Aunt passed away very suddenly in 2004 (I think 04 but I know for certain it was the same day as when infamous Nascar driver, Dale Earnhardt had fatally crashed his car during a race). Anyways the morning of the day before Earnhardt crashed his car for the last time, my Aunt suffered a heart attack in her bed. Was rushed to the hospital where she suffered another heart attack during the ambulance ride too (if I remember correctly). So my Mom (her sister) was at the hospital all day with her other sisters who flew in and I hadn't known until I got there. Before I entered the room I was told to kiss her on her forehead and say my last goodbye. It was really surreal to see my Aunt hooked up to all these machines and this tube in her mouth, which pretty much in the end was breathing for her. I think it was my Mom who decided to...stop the machines. I kissed her forehead and I remember it being so cold.... 
. This person used to pick me up when the school bus dropped me home from school and made me food to eat and watched me...and she was gone, like that :snaps finger:. It's really eerie when you give it some thought......but sorry about your loss....
. This person used to pick me up when the school bus dropped me home from school and made me food to eat and watched me...and she was gone, like that :snaps finger:. It's really eerie when you give it some thought......but sorry about your loss....