muppetchrist

I'm well on my way to getting my heart broken. The brakes are right there. I can push them whenever I want. But I can't.

In other news, my late night booty call that I swore up and down would only be late night necking turned into late night cunnilingus. Here's the thing. I don't necessarily mind that it happened. It's just that a.) I can tell this girl wants me to be her boyfriend and b.) I'm so not ready for that. The more time I spend with this girl, the more I can see her getting into me. I don't want to take this beyond anything other than super casual. Getting physical seems counter-productive to that. Having my tongue betray me by helping her get off five or six times seems counter-productive to that. She's been texting me all day with things like, "Thank you thank you thank you thank you for last night." She wants to see me every day. I'm starting to panic.

Do any of you have an English degree? I'm trying to decide on a major. Did you like your discipline? What discipline would you recommend?