ok fuck the grasshoppers... 
i just got hold of the Blondie documentary "One Way Or Another" that was on TV last week (and i missed). its on the TV now, and its fuckin ace - one of the best documentaries i've seen about them. i love that band.
so anyway....
i just wrote this long, deep'n'ranting journal, which included quotes from my fave film "Grosse Pointe Blank" and from my fave band "The Bouncing Souls", and was basically about how i'm feeling a bit emotionally sandblasted at the moment, and how i've got to the stage where basically i'm one of the few people in my group of mates that is single, and i FUCKIN HATE IT.
but it went on too long, as was far too emo and boring, so i deleted most of it. i'm also a bit annoyed with myself. i've never really worried about being single before, but its got to the stage now where i realise how single i have become, and i'm sick of it.
i also believe that people that are no longer single FORGET what its actually like to be a single person. i suppose when you are in a relationship, your point of reference changes. i've spent most of my life pleasing everyone, making sure i go out and hang out with everyone, and make sure i'm there to do stuff with my friends, and it can give you a headache in the end. people have told me not to worry, and please myself. but when all of a sudden one of your "non-single" friends wants to do something, you have to drop everything, or you get scowled at. and i don't like upsetting people.
anyway, there was loads more of this drivel, but i deleted most of it.
:
so instead, i think i'll just be pretentious and use the "Grosse Pointe Blank" stuff anyway...
Debi: You know what you need?
Marty: What?
Debi: Shakabuku.
Marty: You wanna tell me what that means?
Debi: It's a swift, spiritual kick to the head that alters your reality forever.
Marty: Oh, that'd be good. I think.
i think i had one of these last week. i've been wanting one for ages. the great feeling lasted, oooooh, about 4 days...
Marty: I'm sorry if I fucked up your life.
Debi: It's not over yet.
man...i love that film....
i just got hold of the Blondie documentary "One Way Or Another" that was on TV last week (and i missed). its on the TV now, and its fuckin ace - one of the best documentaries i've seen about them. i love that band.
so anyway....
i just wrote this long, deep'n'ranting journal, which included quotes from my fave film "Grosse Pointe Blank" and from my fave band "The Bouncing Souls", and was basically about how i'm feeling a bit emotionally sandblasted at the moment, and how i've got to the stage where basically i'm one of the few people in my group of mates that is single, and i FUCKIN HATE IT.
but it went on too long, as was far too emo and boring, so i deleted most of it. i'm also a bit annoyed with myself. i've never really worried about being single before, but its got to the stage now where i realise how single i have become, and i'm sick of it.
i also believe that people that are no longer single FORGET what its actually like to be a single person. i suppose when you are in a relationship, your point of reference changes. i've spent most of my life pleasing everyone, making sure i go out and hang out with everyone, and make sure i'm there to do stuff with my friends, and it can give you a headache in the end. people have told me not to worry, and please myself. but when all of a sudden one of your "non-single" friends wants to do something, you have to drop everything, or you get scowled at. and i don't like upsetting people.
anyway, there was loads more of this drivel, but i deleted most of it.
:
so instead, i think i'll just be pretentious and use the "Grosse Pointe Blank" stuff anyway...
Debi: You know what you need?
Marty: What?
Debi: Shakabuku.
Marty: You wanna tell me what that means?
Debi: It's a swift, spiritual kick to the head that alters your reality forever.
Marty: Oh, that'd be good. I think.
i think i had one of these last week. i've been wanting one for ages. the great feeling lasted, oooooh, about 4 days...
Marty: I'm sorry if I fucked up your life.
Debi: It's not over yet.
man...i love that film....
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I completely sympathise with what you said but your turn will come - for the reasons others said earlier, you are too good to be allowed to get away. The moments always seem to happen when you least expect them though.
Grasshoppers?