So winter is begining to arrive, darkness is going longer. As long as I can motivate myself to continue to get out of bed I will be just fine. My bed seems extra cozy lately when I see that the sun isn't up and I hear the wind trying to rip the roof off of the building. As far as the dating situation goes I feel that that is begining to change. Of course all of the cool people I meet seem to always live further up North so it looks like my trip to Fairbanks will be sooner than expected hopefully I can get up there by next weekend. If I think it is cold here I really need to prepare myself for Fairbanks, though I do believe that it isn't as windy there as it is here.

Work has become more stressful lately. I can't wait to find out who they deciede to hire at the Medical Examiners; I'm not sure if I am interested in the job, the only really sweet thing about it is that I will only have to work every fifth weekend. All I know is that I am ready to have a personal life again.

Halloween was kind of a bust but I tried to make the best of it; I really miss Thanatogenous being around. We had such a blast last year.

This time of year with all the holidays coming up it really starts to settle in more how much I miss my best friend being only a short drive away; I don't know if we will ever be able to live close to one another again as I know she is becoming more settled in Arizona and I refuse to go back there and work (plus after some time here I will never be able to handle that heat again ) All in all I at least hope that I begin to make enough money that I will be able to visit her more often in the next couple of years. I am ready to get settle in here and really begin a life. I need that feeling a stability, I want to know that in a year or two I am not going to be moving again, and not dealing with the hassel of getting licensed in another state and back out on the job hunt. I believe that everything happens for a reason and sooner or later I am bound to find where I belong.



I didn't wear this for Halloween, I like to just wear it as I drive around town but I thought I would throw it in here for a little humor and I know that arctcknight has a picture of himself wearing this and a picture of me wearing his pimpin' hat so he better be getting those posted somewhere for me to see soon!