mugyver

as things get better they only get worse...


yea i thought that everythings was starting to lookup and then I get pulled over....now my dad loses his job..wonderful news isn't it...he isn't taking it well...he used to be a recruiter but then that kinda fell through after a few years and he ended up asa school bus driver...then he almost loses his job over something stupid but he still kept it thankfully...he's depressed as it is because he barely makes enough to help support the family....then something happens again and this time he lost his job...he has already gone out and applied to a few more companies but he keeps saying its only temporary and that he is going to get back into recruiting....I know he wont get back into recruiting he's in his mid 50's...so its not something to feasable...but i dont know how to tell him its a lost cause..plus if he doesn't get the driving job at the other companies there isn't much more he will be able to do...I can barely afford my own bills, but i will do what i can to help out if need be...ugh i don't know...as depression begins to set in i think i'll have a beer...the lack of food today should make my drinking alone tonight pretty fucking interesting...ok bye