mudkicker_

I totally made a decision that will help me with my recovery from quitting drinking!

This actually energized my mind and my will to make things go right! Instead of being effected by my decision to quit, I will be cause!

I have decided to go to the Boys and Girls Club of Lansing, MI (going there since it's summer and schools are out) The City Rescue Mission and to the Volunteers of America and speak out about the dangers of alcohol!

I 1st will write an essay since I did really well in writing class at Lansing Community Collage (got a 3.5) It will give me my premise to what all to talk about! How my addiction started, when it got worst and gradually became a problem!

NOTE: it got worst after my 4 years in the Army! Not saying serveing caused it, but I did develop PTSD and some other issues such as depression etc!

Not everyone has a alcohol problem, I do, I can't just have a few drinks, I have to drink till I either run out and its after 2am or pass out!!!