Not much for posting blogs apparently >.> I've had an account here for probly 5+ years and only ever posted one blog on a different account >.< but here goes...
I'd like to start out saying how much I love this website and all the people that are involved in it, makes me feel like the kind of people I thought were few and far between are actually all over the world
Just got back to washington (where I'm stationed in the army) from taking three weeks of leave to see friends and family over the holidays (in philly that is). Which was amazing btw, I had so much fun and it really reminded me of what I'm doing out here, but it was also a bit frustrating
First, my ex who I'd really like just to be friends with again pretty much ignored me and blew me off the whole time, unless she wanted something of course. We were together for 8 years before she up and decided she wasn't happy being an army wife and wanted to go home and do her own thing (which was largely in part to a "best friend" of hers that she spends all her time with and none of her old friends, much to the dismay of his g/f who is largely convinced they're fooling around) I've gotten over the whole her not wanting to be together thing, or even possibly being with someone else, even before she left me, I just don't want to lose her from my life <.<
Second, I must have the worst luck with women. That or you all just love tormenting me, I bet I squirm good xD I took a friend out to dinner who I kinda liked, but I knew she had too much going on to try for anything more, especially long distance, so I just enjoyed her company. Of course even having the intention of just going to a dinner as friends didn't help keep from driving me crazy about her, but alas I got over it and cooled myself.
Then out of the blue (and I mean this has never happened to me before) I was having a few drinks at my new favorite bar back home when one of the last few nights I was going to be home the really attractive and super cool bartender gives me her number. So I'm just like wow, that's awesome, but of course I try texting her and she shows little to no interest which is fine I wasn't expecting her to, just thought it was worth a try, but when I come back in the next night she's jumping up and down screaming about me coming in and rushes over to give me a big hug, and is giving me drinks as a going away present. When I go to leave for the night she runs over again to give me a big hug, but this time kisses me on the cheek too
but again when I try to text her the next day she just doesn't reply much or seem too interested in me....I don't know what to do about it, again she's back home and I'm on the other side of the country, but I'd really like to get to know her better so I might have a better chance at catching her eye the next time I'm home.
So today has turned into a loud music ( all that remains, five finger death punch, dry kill logic, parkway drive, diecast, trivium, 36 crazyfists, haste the day etc. etc.) and play call of duty kind of day trying to keep myself distracted from how badly a pretty girl can fuck my head up so fast >.< Also feeling like looking a little fancy since I only get to wear my piercings for two more days before I go back to work and have to shave, so it's pimp hat time ;D
I'd like to start out saying how much I love this website and all the people that are involved in it, makes me feel like the kind of people I thought were few and far between are actually all over the world
Just got back to washington (where I'm stationed in the army) from taking three weeks of leave to see friends and family over the holidays (in philly that is). Which was amazing btw, I had so much fun and it really reminded me of what I'm doing out here, but it was also a bit frustrating
First, my ex who I'd really like just to be friends with again pretty much ignored me and blew me off the whole time, unless she wanted something of course. We were together for 8 years before she up and decided she wasn't happy being an army wife and wanted to go home and do her own thing (which was largely in part to a "best friend" of hers that she spends all her time with and none of her old friends, much to the dismay of his g/f who is largely convinced they're fooling around) I've gotten over the whole her not wanting to be together thing, or even possibly being with someone else, even before she left me, I just don't want to lose her from my life <.<
Second, I must have the worst luck with women. That or you all just love tormenting me, I bet I squirm good xD I took a friend out to dinner who I kinda liked, but I knew she had too much going on to try for anything more, especially long distance, so I just enjoyed her company. Of course even having the intention of just going to a dinner as friends didn't help keep from driving me crazy about her, but alas I got over it and cooled myself.
Then out of the blue (and I mean this has never happened to me before) I was having a few drinks at my new favorite bar back home when one of the last few nights I was going to be home the really attractive and super cool bartender gives me her number. So I'm just like wow, that's awesome, but of course I try texting her and she shows little to no interest which is fine I wasn't expecting her to, just thought it was worth a try, but when I come back in the next night she's jumping up and down screaming about me coming in and rushes over to give me a big hug, and is giving me drinks as a going away present. When I go to leave for the night she runs over again to give me a big hug, but this time kisses me on the cheek too
but again when I try to text her the next day she just doesn't reply much or seem too interested in me....I don't know what to do about it, again she's back home and I'm on the other side of the country, but I'd really like to get to know her better so I might have a better chance at catching her eye the next time I'm home.
So today has turned into a loud music ( all that remains, five finger death punch, dry kill logic, parkway drive, diecast, trivium, 36 crazyfists, haste the day etc. etc.) and play call of duty kind of day trying to keep myself distracted from how badly a pretty girl can fuck my head up so fast >.< Also feeling like looking a little fancy since I only get to wear my piercings for two more days before I go back to work and have to shave, so it's pimp hat time ;D
mohoro25:
bro.........i feel your pain. my past experience with the whole thing is she was excited to see you for the tip. very possibly could have been some interest but with the whole not texting back thing, i'm thinkin boyfriend. just went through almost an identical situation about a month ago and the kicker is, she just joined my gym so now i get to see her in my only escape from reality. now thats just a bitch. you will eventually find ya one when you least expect it.........and when you do, make sure she has a sister hahaha
mtspiral:
Thanks man, It's a little more complicated than that. She hasn't been in a relationship in over 2 years, and I'd only knew her for two weeks before I left town, so I really shouldn't have expected her to just suddenly put me into her life texting me all the time. That sucks you have to put up with that, it would drive me crazy if someone ruined the gym for me, but fortunately military posts are big on gyms, I've got 4 or 5 that I know of on the base I'm at