I have been feeling rather enlightened lately, not sure if it's all the Asian food and fortune cookies or if my mind is just in a good place.
I've just come to a place where I've learned to let go of the nonsense in my life and focus on what is going well. I absolutely love my job and love the path I'm on for my future career right now. This motivation has me going stronger than ever. I have stepped up my physical training, been getting in better shape than I have been in a long time. I've also been sharpening my mind, reading a lot and trying to challenge myself everyday. I need to get back to my jiu jitsu training, I miss it.
I've also been surrounding myself with people that are extremely supportive. For a long time I felt like I had been abandoned. I just was so depressed I was ignoring the support I was receiving and concentrating on the people I wanted to support me. I should have realized sooner but the human emotions are weird that way I guess. Looking back my depression was so stupid, I'm my own worst enemy at times though. I don't like to bother other people with my problems usually, I just bottle everything inside, and hope everything will pass, but I just turn into a self destructive mess.
I also appreciate everyone on here that has put in their words of support when I go on my rants with this blog.
Well although it is rainy and miserable again today (seriously I thought it was May, isn't the sun supposed to be out, at least my garden is looking awesome, I'll have to post some pics), the sun is trying to poke out and I get to go on a sushi date with a good friend from school and then later meet up with a girl I'm interested in to watch some playoff hockey. Life is good!
I've just come to a place where I've learned to let go of the nonsense in my life and focus on what is going well. I absolutely love my job and love the path I'm on for my future career right now. This motivation has me going stronger than ever. I have stepped up my physical training, been getting in better shape than I have been in a long time. I've also been sharpening my mind, reading a lot and trying to challenge myself everyday. I need to get back to my jiu jitsu training, I miss it.
I've also been surrounding myself with people that are extremely supportive. For a long time I felt like I had been abandoned. I just was so depressed I was ignoring the support I was receiving and concentrating on the people I wanted to support me. I should have realized sooner but the human emotions are weird that way I guess. Looking back my depression was so stupid, I'm my own worst enemy at times though. I don't like to bother other people with my problems usually, I just bottle everything inside, and hope everything will pass, but I just turn into a self destructive mess.
I also appreciate everyone on here that has put in their words of support when I go on my rants with this blog.
Well although it is rainy and miserable again today (seriously I thought it was May, isn't the sun supposed to be out, at least my garden is looking awesome, I'll have to post some pics), the sun is trying to poke out and I get to go on a sushi date with a good friend from school and then later meet up with a girl I'm interested in to watch some playoff hockey. Life is good!