mtlqueen

Every day that I keep going on my own has a price. I'm boycotting soon.

There's really no point to my search for answers. To begin with, I'm asking the wrong questions. I know this, but sometimes I just have to go into that hideous, twisted place and see what I can dig up. And well, sometimes I need to hurt myself. I don't plan on ever digging there ever again, because it does me no goddamn good.

Thank you all for listening, and I'm so glad that here I feel safe to say these things out loud, no matter how ashamed I am to admit them.