mtlqueen

i just wrote a huge entry about really boring personal stuff that none of you should really care about...so i'll try and give you all something better to think about.

first of all, do you think that there should be more older suicide girls? i think so, because i'm way more turned on by a body and a mind that has some mileage. there are certain sg's who have the old soul thing happening, twwly and morgan for certain, and that makes me love them ten times more. i am more attracted to people with more to offer than taut skin and perky breasts...although those are good offerings, don't get me wrong. i'd like to see more diversity here, in that respect.

i didn't get hammered with skinjob last night
my other half was all tired and complaining and didn't want to leave the house. i'm still feeling ho-hummmmm. i'm wearing very nice red lipstick right now. that makes me feel a little less ho hum but i think i need a really good roll in the sheets to get over this...whatever i'm going through. maybe tonight i will really try and take a sexy pic to put up on my profile. having frumpy or cute images of myself on here, and looking at them next to people like mary and twwly, makes me feel like the biggest fucking dorkass. so i'm going to have to give myself a little ego boost and get vain for a few minutes tonight. i have a really really really hard time taking myself seriously enough to actually TRY to be sexy, i find it just happens sometimes and then it's a nice surprise...sort of like, hey! here i am baking cookings in my pyjamas listening to lush, i fell asleep on wet hair last night so i have great tussely bedhead, and oh my god i think i'm feeling sexy today! that's how sexy happens to me. i may not feel sexy all the time, but when i do, mrrrrrow!