Thursday Nov 28, 2002

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i have to go to the bank today and tell them i'm renegging on my student loan. i know i'm doing it for a reasonable cause (starting up a business), but i know i'm going to get all embarrassed and feel like an idiot. i know this is the u.s. thanksgiving though, so for all you 'mericans, think happy thoughts and hug everyone you love. and give food to your local food bank, it doesn't take much to do a lot of good.

what kind of music does a day like today call for?

i'm feeling kind of quiet, but i've got that simmering anger problem just below the calm....any recommendations? is anyone else doing BT's mixed cd swap? i'm going to burn them tomorrow and hopefully get them off into the mail next week...hope i don't miss the deadline.
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throatneedle:
I watched " A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving" and I've got that 'Little Birdie..." song stuck in my head when Snoopy is fighting the wooden chair and fucking about with Woodstock.

Good stuff
vervain______:
hi, thanks for writing. i think i told you before...i don't visit the site that much and so when i do, mostly for selfish purposes when i want to change my journal entry, it is always so good to read responses from people i care about. i think i am a full on nut case when it comes to added respondsability. the more i have the more uptight i get so i have basically avoided this aspect of myself ,only it is not working so well lately. i get sick of dreaming in my brain while the world seems to be going on outside my window. when i was younger i detached myself from the world and how it works, now i want to feel like i am part of it in my own way. try to be good to yourself, especially when your doing things that feel uncomfortable to you...who knows? they might somehow get easier as time goes on. (am i writing this for you or me? oh yes, its for the both of us. take care.

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