mstar33

so I find that this past year has been really downhill since my girl passed away and I have slipped into a massive rut. I'm like bored all the time and my job which I used to get so much satisfaction from is now really hit and miss. I mean it's a pain in the ass trying to make a name for yourself and run your own business when you do things in such a different manner than the rest of those in your field. So I just sit around trying to help out those I can and be the best person I can from day to day but I feel like I gain no ground. So I spend my time going through the motions but the motions seem to never change. I think it's time tht I pick a new path inlife and cut back on all of the healing and mentoring work I've done for the past seven years or so off and on

plus I have to get hot so I get more than like three to four comments a blog lmao