msstabby

well, after 10 months I think I am finally beginning to leave my old pervert therapist job, and all the ways that it fucked me up (mentally, emotionally, etc) behind. One of the ways I was messed up was re: sex. I didn't want it, I never thought about it, and when I did think about it my thoughts were colored with images of the acts my clients did.

Now, I think about sex in a more "normal" way, that is to say, without abuse, and I am dreaming about it, again without the abuse imagery.

Fri. night I dreamt of sex with Steve Perry (? - lead singer Aerosmith) and last night I dreamt of sex with Brad Pitt. Seriously. It was awesome. We were talking and bonding and shit, and feeling each other up in a sensual way. It was great.