mssasha

I can't believe you guys are doing this to me without comment(s) me four days ago. This is the tenth time without comments me and adding comments other people's blogs. Just like I chopped my head off and blood all over my body. I can't foucs my studies during finals (this week). Nobody add me and say good luck for the tests or final exams. What's WRONG with you people? Are you guys don't love me anymore? The truth is, I tried to commit suicide when I was sixteen years old (sophomore year of high school) when I was lived with my dad. He treat me like crap and I don't do what he told me to do. I tried to took my dad's handgun and tried to shoot my brain up. I can't do that. I had a werid feeling about my own performace (at school) and my life. Here is my December 4 blog and please read as soon as possible. I'm not happy about myself anymore but I'm not dead.

~Sasha~