msgreta

Today would be a good day to be 21 already.

I'm so sick of not having a car. It's only been like two weeks but still. It's fucking gay. Work has been so incredibly shitty. I had one fucking dog today. No walk ins no phone calls. What the fuck. I got sent home early on Wed too cuz there wasn't any dogs.

Uhh... and fuck people man. There's a fucking reason that I don't get my feelings involved and this is why! I feel like such shit. And it's gay cuz I knew it but I thought hey maybe once they won't be a complete fucking cunt. I just don't fucking get people man. What the fuck is the point of playing stupid fucking games?? I think it's incredibly gay to try to make people jealous. If I'm going to like you then I'm going to like you. You don't need to pretend that you're hot shit. I don't fucking work that way. I'm not gonna get all crazy and tell you that you need to stop talking to some dumb bitch or whatever the fuck it is you want. It's not gonna make me want you more or "claim" you or what the fuck ever. I'm going to do the complete opposite because it's a major fucking turn off and I'm not gonna deal with stupid bullshit like that. Fuck man, the one time I decide to give it a fucking try because he actually seemed like he'd be fucking cool. And it really fucking sucks because normally I just shrug it off cuz I probably really didn't care that much. But I actually feel pretty shitty. I actually let my guard down. I actually trusted someone. I actually let my feelings in. Those are kind of major things for me. And I got fucking got punched in the face for it. Sweet.

And I have no fucking beer. I left my rum at my friends house. I smoked all my weed. And I have no money or car to even go get drugs or anything. So I'm just gonna fucking sit here feeling pathetic.