msfruit

I was a member here a long time ago in a galaxy far far away... under a very grotesque name... i couldn't remember the e-mail that it was attached to.
so i made a new profile to come home to... which i guess is good..i've learned a lot from my dirty ways...

traded up... and cashed in.. i guess

but i'm still a very strange, blunt girl.


Im pretty sure I decided to be on this earth to make sure that we are ok, with being us.

I figured out at an early age that grief was beautiful, but boring(the latter part took a bit)

I paint familiar objects that seem to be right on the edge of imagination.

I believe that you and I are reflections of one another, and those people who we find the most discust in, are really small parts of ourself that we cant stand.

and i forgive them. and you. and myself.

I have many many faults and beauties.

I ride bikes, and work in my garden, cook, I think about the way color moves across the room, I am gay -slightly bi, I believe in polyamory, I have a boyfriend, and would love to have a girlfriend.

I dream endlessly, take small risks, serve as much as possible.

and I love you.

I dont know what this going to evolve into, but I hope you at the very least, enjoy it and i learn from it.