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Today I had a great day!!

So today started off very interesting. First on my BF car something broke then spent about 2 hrs on side of road for him to fix it, while following him home his truck runs out of gas. My psychology class started today. My teacher is pretty cool. Hes a tiny islander who rides a motorcycle and likes burritos lol... But he tries to make jokes...
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Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace
Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release
Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss
Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss
All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate
Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates
A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears
Resolve dissolves,...
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Ok so first day of class and it was awesome. not only is the teacher a open about her sexuality but she is also funny and keeps me interested! Gonna love coming to this class! Gotta love human sexuality!! Now time for some food!

Today is a beautiful day. I start school today. Feeling good but still alittle nervous. But I know I will be ok I mean it's human sexuality how can you not have fun with that. And tomorrow is psychology... Yay... Time for carne asada fries I'm starving yummy...

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Stars

lazy days
lonely nights
looking for a lonely star
who'd keep me company

looking at the widespread sky
being me a lonely soul
gazing at the moon so bright
making wishes `pon a star

a blow of breeze
to animate
the freezing scene

so the strings of white gold ribbons
seem to tease the lonely moon
because it is standing still
and they...
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Fairies

The moon has risen the sun has gone,
The fairies come out one by one.
The stars light their way through the weary night.
They must get prepared for their untimely flight.
The winter has come much too soon.
They must flee this night, by the light of the moon.

The days are cold, the nights just as bad.
The fairies have lost what...
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At times we may forget that soldiers are just people like everyone else. They laugh, they cry, they have sweethearts and mothers, birthdays and favorite cars - and they die.
Sometimes when we are celebrating victories we forget about those who made it possible, those who gave the ultimate sacrifice for their country.

Poem
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree.
As I...
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So I'm excited to start school next week. Gonna have a busy schedule. And on the 22 of this month I'm really excited to go to my friends Perish Klownoween event. I haven't decided on a outfit but I'm sure I'll figure something out. Im gonna be the cutesy Klown and then 29 I'll be raving it up at Escape from Wonderland in San Bernandino....
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Ok so idk if anyone has gone to the old town Pasadena haunt houses but tonight when I went it was awesome. Scared the hell out of me lol.. I took my little sister and my brothers to go for my baby sister BDay. We had a blast. I don't want to kill it but crawling in the dark wow.. That was a first. Well...
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