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Ok I know I haven't been online for a while. But I've been going through some hard times right now. Between me and my boyfriend breaking up, to him stealing my phone :-( I've just been trying to keep myself on track. And figure out what I'm gonna do. I finally got it back. Even though he denies he had it. Pst... Liar... Anyway, I...
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My Research paper. Have fun reading and let me know what you think. I have a presentation for it next week. So any ideas or opinions are greatly appreciated!!!

Woman Sexuality and Socially Views

As natural human individuals, our tendency is to be sexual and express our sexual attitudes, needs, and desires. In reality we live in a world that is based on what is...
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Ok two exams done. And now just my research paper on females and out sexuality and my presentation. I'm kinda excited for the presentation. Woman empowerment about sex and how we see out bodies. I'm starting to like school more and more. Can't wait for this weekend. Gonna go see my brothers and sister in LA. I know I just seen them Monday for Halloween...
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Escape from Wonderland was so amazing!! I had so much fun! Didn't get to meet up with some of my friends because of bad reception, but still had fun! 3 haunted house. Insomniac is so awesome! Love going to their raves. To bad they ain't working with go ventures for TAO. But I'm still gonna go. Gonna do the whole batman theme, yay! I love...
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I hate going to the Doctors... Waiting forever... And not even being seen for what I came in for wtf

So after several attempts with FB and people flagging me, FB has shut down my page. Over a picture where they said was inappropriate. Which is ridiculous because the picture was not even that bad. But I guess people have their own opinions on what's appropriate or not. So I decided to fuck FB in the face and make another page! Hahahaha. But I will...
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I exist now dreaming in reality, shades of deep reds and grays,
Evolving at the speed of light
As my third eye sees all, I bring my fingers to my lips and time stops
I taste you.
I ponder you and wallow in the memory of your scent and way.
How you called me baby
The way you made me laugh
The way you touched...
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We stood in the doorway
his hands on my waist
the clock tickling loudly
almost in haste
he moved in closer
his eyes locked in mine
I long for his kiss
For just a moment in time
his lips meet mine
and I feel the sensation
no longer must I wait
to give into the sweet temptation
my knees go weak
my palms become sweaty...
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Today I had a great day!!

So today started off very interesting. First on my BF car something broke then spent about 2 hrs on side of road for him to fix it, while following him home his truck runs out of gas. My psychology class started today. My teacher is pretty cool. Hes a tiny islander who rides a motorcycle and likes burritos lol... But he tries to make jokes...
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Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace
Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release
Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss
Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss
All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate
Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates
A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears
Resolve dissolves,...
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Ok so first day of class and it was awesome. not only is the teacher a open about her sexuality but she is also funny and keeps me interested! Gonna love coming to this class! Gotta love human sexuality!! Now time for some food!