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(2 a.m. drunkeness)
let me see....
saw the last part of 'goodbye lenin'. then ended up going to a party type thing. it was somthing to do, so it was alright. drinking, talking. met some people, and talked with people i knew. learning new things about friends and people i just met. i hate libedo.
(stream of consciousness)
-a beautful girl with dyed red hair, hitting on a drunk punk.
-a crush from last year.
-at least there's better choices than keystone
-a girl from my anthro class saying that she'll try and say 'hey' to me next time we're in class. i'm not holding my breath.
(why the fuck am i wearign a flag bracelet.
-crushing on certain member.
-listening to devendra banhart's 'nino rojo' and loving it.
-feeling out of place
-"alone" again, but not really when i think about it, if i think about it.
-wishing for something more.
-knowing tomorrow is the X college team vs. X2 college team game, so i'll probably end up just staying home and doing shit.
-picked up 'killer clowns from outer space' lp by the dickies today. weirdness.
-thinking about how i love androgeny
-a little bit more sober but still drunkenly honest
-wishing i could just sleep next to someone tonight.
-humans are not nearly as evolved as we would like to believe.
-pretty sleepy
for now, that's all. perhaps i shall edit more in today/tomorrow.