"people don't want the truth"
i think the above quote of one of my favorite that i've come up with. of course it's quite likely that someone else said it and my subconscious is just passing it off as my own.
well, what's new in my little world. last thuresday started out really shitty like. i had a quiz in geography that i didn't study for because i hate the class. i'm not even sure if i'm going to show up for the test this week. the only thing keeping me from just ditching it for the rest of the semester is the fact that the final is a group project so i'm totally suck and fucked. i feel worse for the others in my group who are just going to be dragged down by my apathy. then i found out i did shitty on my anthro test. i hate the idea of not doing well in a class that i love. social research is a drill in my head. my prof is a genious when it comes to research methods, but forgets that we students are not and therefor often goes over our heads. but thursday got better. me and some friends from my theories class went to the gay club for the drag show. i was so excited to have a good excuse to wear a dress and make up. when we got there though, it was packed thanks to the cher concert. so we ended up going to a different gay bar. it was so incredebly non-discript. it looked like a dive bar and had a pic of a burger and mug of beer on the sign. we sat around and drank there for a while. it was fun, even though nobody of either sex hit on me and the fact that i went with a girl that i'm crushing on and her new boyfriend and another friend. i just liked going out and doing something with people, which for me is a seldom occurance.
did have a bit of a depression spiral over the weekend. was expecting a call from someone to hang out saturday night, but instead ended up waiting for nothing. getting very sick and tired of people never, ever, ever calling me.
i'm a little pissed off that no one showed any real intrest in my zine. true, i did do everything but call it shit, but that' just the way i am. i guess people didn't get the tongue in cheek sarcasm.
listened to devendra banhart's "oh me oh my..." twice today.
am excited and scared about my trip to maastricht next semester. i just hope nothing horrible happens and that i get to meet some cool people.
i think the above quote of one of my favorite that i've come up with. of course it's quite likely that someone else said it and my subconscious is just passing it off as my own.
well, what's new in my little world. last thuresday started out really shitty like. i had a quiz in geography that i didn't study for because i hate the class. i'm not even sure if i'm going to show up for the test this week. the only thing keeping me from just ditching it for the rest of the semester is the fact that the final is a group project so i'm totally suck and fucked. i feel worse for the others in my group who are just going to be dragged down by my apathy. then i found out i did shitty on my anthro test. i hate the idea of not doing well in a class that i love. social research is a drill in my head. my prof is a genious when it comes to research methods, but forgets that we students are not and therefor often goes over our heads. but thursday got better. me and some friends from my theories class went to the gay club for the drag show. i was so excited to have a good excuse to wear a dress and make up. when we got there though, it was packed thanks to the cher concert. so we ended up going to a different gay bar. it was so incredebly non-discript. it looked like a dive bar and had a pic of a burger and mug of beer on the sign. we sat around and drank there for a while. it was fun, even though nobody of either sex hit on me and the fact that i went with a girl that i'm crushing on and her new boyfriend and another friend. i just liked going out and doing something with people, which for me is a seldom occurance.
did have a bit of a depression spiral over the weekend. was expecting a call from someone to hang out saturday night, but instead ended up waiting for nothing. getting very sick and tired of people never, ever, ever calling me.
i'm a little pissed off that no one showed any real intrest in my zine. true, i did do everything but call it shit, but that' just the way i am. i guess people didn't get the tongue in cheek sarcasm.
listened to devendra banhart's "oh me oh my..." twice today.
am excited and scared about my trip to maastricht next semester. i just hope nothing horrible happens and that i get to meet some cool people.
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Other things you said: I agree as well. No time to chat now, but in the future we shall.