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Tonight we went out and got a little drunk. Good for us. JG forget his clothes in the LBC so we have to hit the mall ( ) for clothes tomorrow (today.) Tonight, we have motherfucking !!WILCO!! to go to. I have not been this psyched over a concert in a long time. Fucking-A.

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I was also thinking of an old flame today. Well, technically, last flame. But she is still old news. My thoughts today tie into the Wilco part of my post. Wilco has a song called "Reservations" and that song totally spells out the last conversation I had with Jessica. They are not her exact words but they are so along-the-lines of what she said that now when I hear that song, I will think about her.

First "Badfish" by Sublime and now "Reservations." She is going to ruin all of my music for me. So long as she doesn't take over "Fucking Hostile" by Pantera, then we'll be ok--almost.

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Reservations by Wilco

How can I convince you it's me I don't like
And not be so indifferent to the look in your eyes
When I've always been distant
And I've always told lies for love

I'm bound by these choices so hard to make
I'm bound by the feeling so easy to fake
None of this is real
Enough to take me from you

Oh I've got reservations
About so many things
But not about you

I know this isn't what you were wanting me to say
How can I get closer and be further away
When the truth
Proves it's beautiful to lie

Oh I've got reservations
About so many things
But not about you

I've got reservations
About so many things
But not about you

Not about you
Not about you
Not about you

It's not about you