I'm having a mental breakdown. It's difficult to even sit here and formulate words. Ashley wants me back. She asked me back out. She broke off the relationship with the other guy, and she wants me back, but I'm dating Trisha, and I promised her I wouldn't leave her if this exact thing happened. I have no idea what to do.
I also found out that Ashley gave her virginity to some random boy. That hurts a lot. What hurts even more is the reason why she slept with him. His name was Devin. She slept with some random guy she didn't even know simply because he had the same name as me. I freaked out. But now I don't feel anymore. I don't feel a thing. No pain, no anger, no sadness, nothing. I don't know why, but this feels, no not feels, IS right. This is how I have to be to survive.
I also found out that Ashley gave her virginity to some random boy. That hurts a lot. What hurts even more is the reason why she slept with him. His name was Devin. She slept with some random guy she didn't even know simply because he had the same name as me. I freaked out. But now I don't feel anymore. I don't feel a thing. No pain, no anger, no sadness, nothing. I don't know why, but this feels, no not feels, IS right. This is how I have to be to survive.
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I would like to see a picture of this table face boob creation you are going to make! lol!!