Monday Jul 07, 2008

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I dont like him...but this is whats on my mind!

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padre:
Oh, I didn't listen to the song thats why I had to ask ha ha
brightredscream:
Well you know you have my support no matter what ♥

Sunday Jul 06, 2008

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wow.

So in the past couple of days I have been called catty.
I have been told I am not good enough.
I have been called a bitch.
and in the past I have even been called a gold digger.

I would like to say thank you. Thank you for saying hurtful things about me when all I have stated is the truth. Sometimes the...
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seasan:
damn u woman lol
azwhole:
whatever. im totally in love with you. you can say whatever you want to be. (oh please be brutal!) wink

Sunday Jul 06, 2008

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QUICK post.

I have a new photog. His namke is Evan. I will be asking you to welcome him to the site shortly so no worries about me shooting with someone thats NOT on here! wink

He is the guy that shot the pics I have up with the comic books. REAL nice guy and is VERY excited to get this opportunity!

I am meeting with...
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inkaholik:
hope you dont mind. but im being a bit naughty with your martini affair set wink
brightredscream:
Oooo I cannot wait to see this new set smile

Don't ya hate when people use your real name on here? I had that for a stretch and it made me homicidal lol

Friday Jul 04, 2008

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If I dont get back to you please be patient. I need to swim in the other direction for a bit. frown

I love you all so very much. No I am NOT giving up. Yes I have spoken to the photog and although I UNDERSTAND the issues I dont agree with them. After sitting with Seoma and Itsy today we actually came up with a...
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mimo_:
i LOVE the hello kitty bag! love love love. i would totally take you up on the hello kitty cruiser, but i did manage to find a bike. it's not adorable and pink and japanese, but it's at least black. biggrin maybe i'll put a couple of stickers on it.

i'm glad i could make your day better! it sounds like you have an amazing set of girls to cheer you up in NM, too. makes me a bit jealous that i left.

and as for the photos...that BLOWS. on my part, too, because i was considering setting up a shoot for my visit home. but i can't imagine the feeling of going through all the preparation (mental and monetary) and have it fall through. kiss
darqkloud:
"teriyaki pineapple burgers"

That's just Un-American!!!

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Friday Jul 04, 2008

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If you REALLY want to know whats going on, just go look at my last blog.
Other than that I dont wanna look at that.
I am still hurt.
I feel lied to.
If I didnt feel lied to than I wouldnt feel so upset. Although it still does suck and I am still not happy.

ENOUGH!!!!!!

i am probably going back to taking a...
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lizaeth:
I'm sorry your having it bad right now. I know what is like to be broke and disappointed. I hope you get to let off some steam at the BBQ.
flores:
that bbq did kick ass.
i love tattooed people.
they're so much more accepting than others.

Thursday Jul 03, 2008

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So many times things happen on here and i dont say anything. I am continually let down and all I say is "It's okay".
NOT THIS TIME.

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So we all know I dont hardly have money to eat. We all know it costs MONEY to get waxed and get nails done and get the stuff I needed for the shoots I...
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cattie:
Aww I am sorry to hear this. I know how exciting it is to know your getting a set shot and you get all dolled up, then to get let down. Reminds me of getting stood up for a date.

I hope you can find another photog soon so not all the money was wasted at least you can still use the dress. Not sure though if you could find another one quick enough so you don't need the snatch hair waxed again. Good luck kiss
flores:
too little too late, eh?

Monday Jun 30, 2008

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So my mom woke me up 3 times last night. Only ONCE was it a legit reason!
THEN I go pick up her friend Theresa and I found out that she isnt going to be staying at my moms house like I was told so I have to stay here until Thursday!!
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flores:
See you tomorrow?
lizaeth:
I hope you kick ass taking pic this weekend.

Sunday Jun 29, 2008

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Ya know how i said I could hang?
I might have been mistaken.

Her pain is ok but she is on so much meds she is hallucinating and talking in her sleep. She wakes up and calls my phone when I am sleeping in the other room to ask me questions like " I need to go to the bathroom, can you take me to...
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davy:
stick with it sweetie... do the careing bit and yes suffer the grief but at least it'll be over soon and then when it's your turn and when you and your needs and turn away from others your can do so knowing that its your turn?

I can't say i have any experience to draw on but can i agree with Jewelz ( if i may) and if you can and want to strip to earn extra cash then it's your life and your choices and there ain't nothing wrong with it.... but do make sure you take someone ( and Jake does sound like he would be good and give you a straight up opinion ) to check out the place and the vibe first... and listen to what he says! You're in charge, and your "you" but sometimes you need to hear/see another persons perspective as well so you can put your "personal" space in the right place.
.... shit have i been drinkin too much tonight LOL

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kiss kiss
flores:
Good!
My set is supposed to be somewhat campy and funny. smile

Saturday Jun 28, 2008

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Surgery went well.
While she was under me and my mom's best friend (my aunt) went for coffee. Who did I see there> The fantastic Itsy Suicide! She informed me that she is doing my makeup for my set next week so thats one less thing I have to worry about! YAY cuz I suck at that stuff! wink

Anyhoo mom is good. They did a...
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aldremech:
Well, that is better then what I was thinking.
flores:
you should have gone pink ages ago.

Thursday Jun 26, 2008

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I know I JUST posted last night but I wont be online this weekend, unless I magically get a laptop, so i wanted to update!

My crazy mom is having surgery tomorrow so I am moving in for the weekend to take care of her. No worries I wont kill her. They gave her Vicodin and ambien so I will just keep her doped up!...
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jewelz:

Hope things go well for you this weekend love!! Nice that your man is being so awesome about it love love

Just wanted to say it's nice to see you back in the saddle here again, we missed you!
aldremech:
Honey, I'm home biggrin Where is the butter? tongue
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