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Health is the same...gettin worse even BUT I got some GOOD news today!!

I HAVE MY ORIENTATION/INTERVIEW TOMORROW FOR THE JOB FROM HOME!!! *insert happy dance HERE!*
The only problem is that I need 2 gigs of ram, and windows xp on my computer. I am not even SURE what ram IS! LOL I am such a computer retard! I dont think I have it...
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jewelz:
I'm happy for you! Cool beans on the new gig biggrin biggrin I think NeoPop is right, you could probably find someone geeky to help you upgrade your ram if you don't know how, and it should be a reasonable amount of money....especially when you think that it will give you $2.00 more per hour!

I'm so relieved that life is lookin' up for you a bit. I know it 's been tough goin' for awhile, and hopefully this will help settle down your health issues as well. kiss kiss kiss
caffeinemonkey:
Good luck with the interview! I know you will kick ass!
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No no bad burritos...bad life situation.
I have a lot of emo stuff I really wanna say but...sigh....I just dont have the energy.

I am TRYING to take care of myself.
Jakeanugget is doing a FAB job at making sure I eat and rest and have a bit of fun.
*swoon*

Told my mom to go screw herself. LITERALY. If she cant take 5 minutes...
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viking:
Browns and reds and stuff, autumn like. It would suit you. You already look so pretty though. blush

Thanks for the set comment! biggrin
caffeinemonkey:
Good luck with the job search and the mom drama. I hope you feel better... and if it takes vicodine then all then go for it!
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I cant do this.
I cant loose someone that I love so much.
I cant be in constant physical pain.
I cant deal with blood sugars this crazy.
I cant deal with taking care of a woman that doesnt treat me like she gives 2 shits about me.
The positive?
I CAN give up.
I am done.

all I want is this in my life....for...
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caffeinemonkey:
Please let me know if I can help in any way. I am so sorry you are in so much pain.
darqkloud:
Sorry doll.
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My heart is breaking for you. frown
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wow does work suck.
this is what I have to deal with and all for minimum wage:

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Employees ALWAYS late so I cant get out to take care of my mom and I work alone ALL THE TIME.
The manager is just as bad. He is my friend and I adore him but part of the problem.
NO ONE does paperwork...
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kelsie:
I was too scared to submit to staff review...it just sounds so scary! lol I skipped straight to the MR smile
punknitemike:
why ya want me to come to ALBUQUERQUE so bad? ya know im prone for roadtrips spur of the moment, cause thats how i roll. so ya never know!
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So, before I blog about all the wonderful hopefuls I am going to update you on ME!!!!!

I bought a pair of boots from the lovely Heroine Suicide....so I thought I would get a bit dressed up and take some piccies!!

All of them are clothed except the one I took specifically for the GEEZER group! wink

The quality of the pics suck and I was...
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platypuz:
Well hello there love you look great (i looove a girl in fishnets )..,so glad your feeling a little happier,sometimes the friends with benefits thing is the best option,i kind of have one of those going on,cept the friend now has a steady boy so no benefits for me,which is cool..thats just the nature of our relationship..
You take care ok and im sending you vibies of continuing happiness ..now scuse me while i check the Geezers group wink x
nymphetalona:
You look absolutely gorgeous hun! I love that outfit, I really want some new boots but haven't had the energy for shoe shopping lately. Maybe tomorrow biggrin
We do seem to have shitty health problems... I hope this has been a better week for you than it has for me, I've had some moments of relief but not enough blackeyed Hang in there sweetie!
xo nymph
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I am a blogging queen right now. so. deal with it.

I am still very very upset...except now, I am on a SHITLOAD of vicodin and dont really give a flying fuck.

actually I dont give a flying fuck about anything.

I think after my laundry I am gonna hide in bed.

Maybe fishy will come out to play another day.

But for right now...
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davy:
blogging queen is cool.... and i hope the laundrey all came out nice and warm and clean :o)
take it easy you, and i hope the painkillers work a bit
:o) xxxx
flashmo:
While we do LOVE a happy Fishy...we'll take you any way you are.
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So I went from stressed to depressed.

My great friend on here has made me smile with a message in my inbox...yet all I still wanna do is cry.

I am at work and I just wanna be at home in bed with the covers pulled up over my head.

I need some sleep.

I miss the boy.

sigh

I give up.
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heroine:
Thanks sweetie! And yeah that was me that emailed you that paypal! wink kiss
lilli:
((hug))
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So I have decided and realized that some people are kharmically (sp?) cursed. It doesnt mean that they are bad people, it just means that no matter how hard they try, how much they help people out, how NICE they are, the universe is just against them and continues to challenge them and beat them to a bloody pulp.
They can wake up in the...
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darqkloud:
I don't think I believe in Karma anymore.

But I do believe in you Dollface!
kiss
lizaeth:
That poem is so wonderful! It would have made me cry.
Close your eyes. Can you feel it? I'm giving you a massage and you are giving me all you bad stuff and I'm giving you all my good stuff. Dosen't that feel nice? kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Shoot went FANTASTIC!!!!
New photog is so so SO wonderful! NOT to discredit anyone else.
Evan TOTALLY listened to me. When I told him I wanted something if we didnt get it or he didnt understand we shot it again! He shot about 120 pictures of me CLOTHED!!! That means we have about TRIPLE that total! tongue

Seoma is the absolute cuteness. Keep an eye out...
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_chaos_:
Totally can't wait to see the new set!

kiss
heroine:
PM me with your address and I'll let you know asap!! smile Sorry I had to take my sister to court today and she has a broken foot, so I've been a lil tied up! Sorry! kiss
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Sorry I just HAD to get Eminem OFF my page!!

Thank you all for your support.
Its over.
I will not be mentioning this again. I just cant feed into all that anymore. I have more important things on my mind!

Anyhoo.....so I'm gettin nakey on Wednesday. wink

What are YOU doing on Wednesday? kiss

OH and me thinks me Hopeful friend Seoma is staying with me...
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itsy:
you're at my house right now
itsy:
no no!!!

you're an exception to the rule.