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If you in anyway dont like me.. and didnt or couldnt support me during my past 6 months, DIDNT ask how I was doing after surgery. Said ANYTHING bad about me.. or didnt in anyway NOT think that I could do it..
FIRST here is the biggest fuck you of all time. I mean fuck you so hard in the ass with a tree trunk sized chain saw. Fuck you with a diseased cock and/or pussy. Fuck you and I hope you get some horrible disease and cant even stand to touch YOURSELF because you are so disgusting.
SECOND..
I AM FUCKING WALKING!!!!!!
yeppers ladies and gentleman I am not only walking, but I am walking ahead of schedule. My doctor said that he saw a huge change in me over the past few weeks and that the deep depression that I sunk into was actually GOOD for me. That my new attitude worked wonders!
Now you might be saying "well when are you going to fall again?" Nope, not gonna happen. I am walking with a cane, and I am still on bed rest. I can walk around the house, and I can drive a TINY bit. He said another month and I can probably take a trip!
Figures about 2 months before I am mostly healed. 4-6 and I am out of the woods completely. As long as I stay positive. 
NOW you might also be saying that this blog is not necessarily a positive attitude. Ya fuck off. I have taken shit on this site for over two god damn years. I have dated (not ALL of them were bad) and I have made and lost friends. I have taken so much shit for holding back myself and letting it out into doses. Well ya know what? FUCK THAT! Love me hate me I dont care. Just if you are gonna hate me.. get out of my fucking way. I HAVE changed. And ya know what? I am going to do all the things that I never got to do! And ya.. this blog is not nice.
hahahahahha YOU havent been nice to ME. So ya know what? yep you said it... FUCK YOU!
Now.. to those of you that called me, sat up with me crying, sent flowers, sent cards, sent love and support. Asked me how I was doing after surgery. Did all the LITTLE things that mean so much...
I am eternally grateful. I actually have tears in my eyes now thinking about how wonderful you all were standing by my side. Words cannot express just how thankful I am to have such wonderful people in my life. I feel indebted to you and I always will. You have helped make my life worth living.. when I wanted to take it so many times. I am not a very eloquent person... but please know that I truly thank you.
And thank you for letting me say all that nasty stuff. I feel better and it really needed to be said.
So if you could please pass this blog along. Pass it on to those you know that love me. Hell, pass it on to those you know that HATE me. I wanna shout from the rooftops right now.. and I dont give a fuck who hears me!
Oh and ps
taht little thing called karma? I spoke to her today and she said it was ok to get my feelings out. As long as I now let it go.. and move on and do great things. So this blog IS ok... and I should let ya know.. she is PISSED about what YOU did.... oooooooo you are in so much t r o u b l e!!
AMY!
If you in anyway dont like me.. and didnt or couldnt support me during my past 6 months, DIDNT ask how I was doing after surgery. Said ANYTHING bad about me.. or didnt in anyway NOT think that I could do it..
FIRST here is the biggest fuck you of all time. I mean fuck you so hard in the ass with a tree trunk sized chain saw. Fuck you with a diseased cock and/or pussy. Fuck you and I hope you get some horrible disease and cant even stand to touch YOURSELF because you are so disgusting.
SECOND..
I AM FUCKING WALKING!!!!!!
yeppers ladies and gentleman I am not only walking, but I am walking ahead of schedule. My doctor said that he saw a huge change in me over the past few weeks and that the deep depression that I sunk into was actually GOOD for me. That my new attitude worked wonders!
Now you might be saying "well when are you going to fall again?" Nope, not gonna happen. I am walking with a cane, and I am still on bed rest. I can walk around the house, and I can drive a TINY bit. He said another month and I can probably take a trip!
Figures about 2 months before I am mostly healed. 4-6 and I am out of the woods completely. As long as I stay positive. NOW you might also be saying that this blog is not necessarily a positive attitude. Ya fuck off. I have taken shit on this site for over two god damn years. I have dated (not ALL of them were bad) and I have made and lost friends. I have taken so much shit for holding back myself and letting it out into doses. Well ya know what? FUCK THAT! Love me hate me I dont care. Just if you are gonna hate me.. get out of my fucking way. I HAVE changed. And ya know what? I am going to do all the things that I never got to do! And ya.. this blog is not nice.
hahahahahha YOU havent been nice to ME. So ya know what? yep you said it... FUCK YOU!
Now.. to those of you that called me, sat up with me crying, sent flowers, sent cards, sent love and support. Asked me how I was doing after surgery. Did all the LITTLE things that mean so much...
I am eternally grateful. I actually have tears in my eyes now thinking about how wonderful you all were standing by my side. Words cannot express just how thankful I am to have such wonderful people in my life. I feel indebted to you and I always will. You have helped make my life worth living.. when I wanted to take it so many times. I am not a very eloquent person... but please know that I truly thank you.
And thank you for letting me say all that nasty stuff. I feel better and it really needed to be said.
So if you could please pass this blog along. Pass it on to those you know that love me. Hell, pass it on to those you know that HATE me. I wanna shout from the rooftops right now.. and I dont give a fuck who hears me!
Oh and ps
taht little thing called karma? I spoke to her today and she said it was ok to get my feelings out. As long as I now let it go.. and move on and do great things. So this blog IS ok... and I should let ya know.. she is PISSED about what YOU did.... oooooooo you are in so much t r o u b l e!!
AMY!
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