mrsted_stryker

If you REALLY want to know whats going on, just go look at my last blog.
Other than that I dont wanna look at that.
I am still hurt.
I feel lied to.
If I didnt feel lied to than I wouldnt feel so upset. Although it still does suck and I am still not happy.

ENOUGH!!!!!!

i am probably going back to taking a break. I am not altogether sure tho.
I need to be taking care of my mom. Finding a new photog for that magazine shoot. Taking care of Jakeanugget. Working. And finding time to be in excruciating pain and taking care of my other health issues.
I will NOT abandon you all tho. I promise.
I just feel let down and i am sick of feeling this way. A big part of me understands but unfortunately like i said I feel lied to and thats not a good place for me to be in.

I DO have some fun news. I think I am gonna be able to go see Seoma and Itsy at a BBQ today. I cant leave my mom much but I think she will be ok for a few hours!
Thats DEFINATELY a little bit of sunshine.

Sorry all. I am just not a happy fishy.