Today I am getting my Garden of Eatin tattoo finished. Its not getting finished by the guy that did it because he put me off for 3 weeks and i need to get it done TODAY so that I can heal before my set. One of the girls at the San Mateo store is a SICK artist and she is starting to tattoo. She has only done about 10 but I saw her work and she really IS good! Plus everyone has to start somewhere and even when I go to the hospital I am willing to let a student learn on me. I think she will do a WONDERFUL job! I am excited!
Then I am gonna come home and hopefully call dark_chylde to catch up with her. I think we need to have a girl conversation about the men that have been in our lives! 
Yes I went back to the black and blue! Its black all over but my bangs are bright blue! I love it so very much and yes will post pictures of it soon!
Sigh. I have to see the boy when I go pick up Michelle (the girl doing my tattoo) and for some reason this is really hard for me. It will have been a week tomorrow and I am just not feeling any better. THATS unusual for me. I just dont get why THIS one is so hard. hmmmm Are we MEANT to be together? or in my older age am I just less willing to hurt? I dont fucking know. I know I miss him so much it hurts and either we need to work this out or I have to figure out how to move on from this. SOON! Is it sad that I want romance in my life? I bet if he did something crazy like made an ass of himself in front of lots of ppl I would swoon! hahahahaha God I am a hopeless fucking romantic!
ok my pretties I love you much and thanks again for all your support!
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