mrsted_stryker

Since January
Strep throat and the stomach flu at the same time.
only to get it again a week later.
Cancer scare.
Eye surgery.
And now Bronchitis.
Lets not forget all the crap that has gone on in my personal life..

Yes I get sick a lot. I have diabetes and a low immune system.
NO I do not need a reminder that I get sick a lot. For those of you healthy ppl out there maybe you shouldn't take your health for granted. Someday you might not have it.

If one more fucking person makes a comment about me getting sick a lot I am blowing my head off. No not a joke, I am serious. I am so tired of hearing that. I am sick and my bloodsugar is crazy and I cant eat because i am throwing it up. So before you tell me I am a bitch for not loving someone or that I am ALWAYS sick or that I dont get back to you all how about you walk a mile in MY fucking shoes?!

I am so sick that I dont even care if I get better. I am so broke that I cant even buy my meds or soup to eat. NO THATS NOT A HINT OR A CRY FOR SOMEONE TO PAY FOR IT. I AM DONE WITH PEOPLE DOING NICE THINGS AND SAYING THAT THERE IS NO PRICE WHEN THERE ACTUALLY IS. Doesn't matter anyway. I will just get sick again.
OH and I am NOT religious so I will NOT be praying. Instead I will be laying on the couch WISHING I believed in suicide. No worries, I dont. I just wish it was MY time to go. If there IS a higher power i have a few things to say to him/her.


In conclusion:
FUCK OFF if you A. dont like me. or B. just want to make some stupid comment about me always being sick.

I think I am extremely depressed.

Pisces

OH and if I EVER get better may I please have dark_chylde for breakfast? I could DROWN in those eyes!