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mrsted_stryker

Albuquerque

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Saturday Feb 23, 2008

Feb 23, 2008
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Hi guys!!

My feeling about PEOPLE:

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ok I need to get this out. I want to say FOR THE RECORD that I dont hate anyone. I really only hate that damn emotion. At one time I had a problem with some people on here..and now I look back and really feel sad. I actually miss them. I dont hate them at all...and it has been months since any of us have spoken.
Which brings me to recent events. Several people have asked me if I am upset with or dislike them. It blew my mind!! I am so happy on this site. Yes I want to go pink badly but if that never happens I will always remain a member here because this place is my home. I have been shown more kindness and love in my short year here than I have in my REAL life.
So before you ask (and yes please out of respect dont joke and ask me if I like ya..that might get you a big fat NO! wink my answer is always going to be yes. I love each and every one of you for very different reasons. I can also tell each one of you a reason WHY I love you too!!
Thank you for taking me in and accepting me as a friend...sister..mother...and lover.



My car situation...

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so ya my crazy Sybil (mom) is probably going to get a new car for her birthday in a few weeks. Which means I will have HER car! THIS means that I will be able to stay at my beloved work and get a second job!!! or spend time with my friends I have made at work and get a job making more money. Either way...I will have an opportunity to make more money and save and get the fuck outta dodge!! yay ME!
Keep your fingers crossed that my mom stays my mom and doesnt switch to her crazy other self...sybil!!



I had a great day at work today! I got to work with Diablahblah all morning and than magiczone came in and I had a blast. i get to work with him on Sundays and that makes for a very happy fishy! Go request friendship...ya ya I am gonna ask AGAIN. He is someone from work that I absolutely adore and is on SG once again because of ME. He is our piercer and let me tell ya...he is guuuuuud. Gonna let him pierce my hood again and also my dimples in May...great guy and ladies...sexy and fun as all hell! wink

Also at work I played with Joey the pink idog and ya know what he does? When you play with him a lot he makes music all by himself!! it is the cutest thing I have ever seen!!! I think magiczone thinks I am crazy because i carried it around like a real dog!!!! Plus I was listening to Brittany (the fucking dog loves that shit!) and was driving him nuts!! tongue

I might go into chat tonight..I havent decided yet. I really miss that damn place. i dont know if thats love...or obsession but I got a message from a couple ppl last night saying I was missed. TOTALLY made my night BTW....THANKS GUYS!!

Well...hmmm what else?
I guess thats it....gonna get me eyes fixed in a few weeks so the headaches will stop and so will some of my stress....I will be back to my normal hyper fun loving self!!
So at the bottom of the page is a spoiler..I added a few youtube videos...let ya in a little bit on why right now I am feeling a little bit sad...I explained why I picked the song because they dont all EXACTLY fit..they just remind me of the stuff I am feeling..or ppl..or whatever!

Always
Pisces

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ok this one is for my health issues. I know its about a drunk driver...but listen to the words...sometimes I just wonder WHY...or HOW ya know...


about two years ago my friend was murdered. He was my ex fiancees brother. He was a BIG drug dealer in this town...DEA pulled me over once and asked me about him sigh. He was set up by this punk kid claiming to need help..he agreed and when the guys came he was supposed to protect him from they shot him in the back and buried him alive. He did and sold LOTS of drugs and me and him would often talk about him getting out. I miss him so much. He was my protector. He would take care of me and not let me hurt in any way...I miss him so very much and once I played this for him. We both cried and cried and this song remionds me of HIM. I didnt get to go to the anniversary dinner because of Sean my ex and since then I have been thinking about him nonstop!


This is for New Mexico. When she sings this I imagine her singing for this dam state I am trying to get out of...


ok thats enough...a little insight into ME??
sorry for making you sit thru all this...it really helps to get it out sometimes!!

VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
punknitemike:
no worries pisces, i luv ya too!
Feb 24, 2008
davy:
sleep and passing out do tend to be one and the same after i open a bottle of vodka as well lol
smile
Feb 24, 2008

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