mrsted_stryker

So I didnt want to come home. I only did because it was the right thing to do.
I get home and I find out that someone that I care about very much has gotten even more sick. I should have stayed in Buffalo..it would have been easier to get to him....I really regret that I didnt.
He is such a wonderful person that I would MOVE there if he needed me too.
You see, too often in my life I have crappy ppl around..and right now he is one of the main reasons as to why I believe in people again. He is funny and caring and honestly I worry about him. I CARE about him. He doesnt feel well and I want nothing more than to be there to just keep him company. I know what it feels like to be so sick and not wanna see anyone but being WITH someone is so much better than being alone.
If I had stayed it would have been easier.
Now I dont have the money...fuck