So I have decided that I must have been...
or
in a past life. I mean, they were very bad men and probably deserved to have bad things happen to them. whether in that time or a future life. Anyway, just when I think things are gonna start going well something else happens.
ALTHOUGH,
it cant rain all the time.
So I woke up today with a blister in my mouth. I have fake bottom teeth (from throwing up so much from gastro paresis when I was younger) and they rubbed a blister in the back of my mouth. Think of the type of blister that rubs from new shoes...except in your mouth!
I dont share this often but I am in some serious pain and drugs arent working. I actually left work early because I couldnt speak! Opening my mouth makes me feel like

.
I cant really eat anything...well mashed potatoes but I dont have any in the house and I dont have a car to go get some. Couldnt drive anyway...I might
so I guess I will loose a few pounds...no biggie..I will just have to eat yummy stuff to gain it back!
I took a..
and smoked some
but it really isn't helping. I dont have a car so I cant go get some
which is probably a good idea. That might make me
so I guess I deal with the pain.
Beer on the other hand is a good substitute but how to get it to you hmmmm, seriously tho try drinking milky products(if you can) and honey is good to
sending you good energy
xoxo