wow....2 posts in one day....sigh....
So the person that I was blogging about the past few days is GONE. I just cant DO it anymore. For some odd reason I am NOT upset...irritated but not upset. The whole thing was stupid. A stupid argument. Well can you even call it an argument when the other person wont let you talk, wont let you say the...
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So the person that I was blogging about the past few days is GONE. I just cant DO it anymore. For some odd reason I am NOT upset...irritated but not upset. The whole thing was stupid. A stupid argument. Well can you even call it an argument when the other person wont let you talk, wont let you say the...
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Ok can someone please tell me why I get myself into situations that make me uncomfortable? Or make me want to run? Am I really just that stupid? Or is my fear of hurting someone just too strong to do what I feel is right? I dont know....
Ever feel a connection but not sure what to do because its weird and you keep thinking...
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pmonkeyesquire:
sister! you gotta lose the zero and get a hero!! Me time rules!!!
fuzzyky:
We ALL always get ourselves into situations like you describe. You're by no means alone on that. Fortunately; we all almost always get ourselves OUT of them too. Especially if we're self-aware enough to question them outloud, as you are. Listen to your gut feelings. they'll see you thru..... 
Tired.... work,class and clinicals.
Happy..... I finally found The job for me.... and it only took 45 years.
poor.... I work for a goverment agency. money sucks.
Rich.... I have the very best family in the world. the ver ybest. I have great friends, and lastly, class and clinicals are 5 weeks away from ending. I will have reached a goal I set a year ago. And not an easy one at that.... So, I guess Proud and Lucky are in there too....
Hang in there Sexy!!!!
Tired.... work,class and clinicals.
Happy..... I finally found The job for me.... and it only took 45 years.
poor.... I work for a goverment agency. money sucks.
Rich.... I have the very best family in the world. the ver ybest. I have great friends, and lastly, class and clinicals are 5 weeks away from ending. I will have reached a goal I set a year ago. And not an easy one at that.... So, I guess Proud and Lucky are in there too....
Hang in there Sexy!!!!
Ya ok so things are better....MUCH better actually....but no details for you! LOL
My set is on Saturday with the WONDERFUL Morningstar55!!! I really am nervous. Only because I have a great photographer so not worries there, a great set idea so just excited there. The only thing that would really fuck this up is........ME! LOL
*side note* Just got off the phone with...
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My set is on Saturday with the WONDERFUL Morningstar55!!! I really am nervous. Only because I have a great photographer so not worries there, a great set idea so just excited there. The only thing that would really fuck this up is........ME! LOL
*side note* Just got off the phone with...
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luh:
YAY!!! I'm so happy for you! I can't wait to hear how everything went. Hang in there, you'll do fine.
Things are better...thanks all!! 
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egosum:
Another happy ending!
Divine
Divine
Ever do things that make you feel like you were the worst person in the world? I did for the first time and it felt worse than I ever could have imagined! And it gets worse. I turned around and did something else and Karma came back to bite me in the ass hard!
I suck as a person.
I cant even SAY whats going...
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I suck as a person.
I cant even SAY whats going...
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fabulousrex:
Dinah said it best. Just take it on the chin and REMEMBER. Fuck ups like what you're talking about help to define you as a person. And if you really do feel that bad, it speaks highly of the quality of your charecter! So, just take this lesson to heart, sunshine will come again.
Let me know if you want/need anything.
Let me know if you want/need anything.
jay_blank:
Aww...I'm sorry sweety. I'm around if you want to chat. Don't beat yourself up; we all do things like this.
sigh.
Once again I am confused. I want to hang up my running shoes but the fear is really quite strong. Why? Why does everything HAVE to be so hard? Why cant SOMETIMES something just be easy? Why do I always have to feel bad and take on everyones pain? I know its because I am a pisces but COME ON!!!
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I cant even...
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Once again I am confused. I want to hang up my running shoes but the fear is really quite strong. Why? Why does everything HAVE to be so hard? Why cant SOMETIMES something just be easy? Why do I always have to feel bad and take on everyones pain? I know its because I am a pisces but COME ON!!!
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calvin06:
Excessive empathy can be very stressfull but it's better then not caring about other people at all !
Relax and take care
Relax and take care
egosum:
Hello Sexy Back
Glad my compliments made you
, did you go red or feel tingly?
Just read your new entry and it's amazing how life can be a rollercoaster of HIGHS and LOWS, you have been given some good advice here so I just want to reinforce what the other comments have said!
Stay positive but most important of all EXPECT that this will pass with a positive outcome for you - if you expect it, it will happen - also look at what's going on right now and see if you can learn anything from this which can help you step up your game for the future.
It's all about KAIZEN = CONTINUOUS INCREMENTAL IMPROVEMENT
If all else fails just remember that you have the SEXIEST back on the PLANET, yum, yum
Till we meet again, Peace and Love,
Divine
p.s. a friend request is on it's way to you!
Glad my compliments made you
, did you go red or feel tingly?
Just read your new entry and it's amazing how life can be a rollercoaster of HIGHS and LOWS, you have been given some good advice here so I just want to reinforce what the other comments have said!
Stay positive but most important of all EXPECT that this will pass with a positive outcome for you - if you expect it, it will happen - also look at what's going on right now and see if you can learn anything from this which can help you step up your game for the future.
It's all about KAIZEN = CONTINUOUS INCREMENTAL IMPROVEMENT
If all else fails just remember that you have the SEXIEST back on the PLANET, yum, yum
Till we meet again, Peace and Love,
Divine
p.s. a friend request is on it's way to you!
I am so tired! I am tired but I am happy. yes yes...a VERY happy girl!
So my two friends get to meet for the first time tomorrow! Kovu and WolfJ I am really so happy for you!! I cant wait to hear your voices at the same time!! LOL
I am actually doing pretty good. I had a realization on Saturday when something was...
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So my two friends get to meet for the first time tomorrow! Kovu and WolfJ I am really so happy for you!! I cant wait to hear your voices at the same time!! LOL
I am actually doing pretty good. I had a realization on Saturday when something was...
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kovu:
way to text when we were about to...you know....for the first time ever.
hahahahah!!
hahahahah!!
egosum:
Saw your sexy picture on calvin06's friend list and was totally compelled to come and say HELLO (you have a very sexy back by the way )
Good luck with your set, I can't imagine the excitement and anticipation you must be feeling, just remember to have positive visualisations of the shoot and have fun!!
I too would choose POT over yukky INCENSE and day
Till we meet again, Peace and Love
Divine
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Good luck with your set, I can't imagine the excitement and anticipation you must be feeling, just remember to have positive visualisations of the shoot and have fun!!
I too would choose POT over yukky INCENSE and day
Till we meet again, Peace and Love
Divine
Work, internet, sleep. Work, internet, sleep. GET SICK. Work, internet,slep, and MAYBE eat.
I am SO tired of the day to day bullshit. I took the day off yesterday because I was SO sick from my bloodsugars and today I feel the same and I HAVE to go to work. Not like its hard but still. I feel like a truck hit me...and right now...
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I am SO tired of the day to day bullshit. I took the day off yesterday because I was SO sick from my bloodsugars and today I feel the same and I HAVE to go to work. Not like its hard but still. I feel like a truck hit me...and right now...
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luh:
Well...I just made a post and it didn't go through. Thank You. I'll be in Ky for a few weeks. It's beautiful there. Pics above from fuzzyky. I'll have my laptop with me so I can chat.
reneemarie:
Miss you lady!!!! <3
So I am home sick today but it is my own fault so dont have too much sympathy for me!! I thought i had insulin for my pump and with all the stress I forgot to get a refill of my prescription and found out last night that I didnt have any more! My bloodsugar was already high so the good ole ditzy brain actually...
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davy:
Hope the date was fun!
davy:
... and balck hair with pink tips sounds cool 
I wish I could become a drunk! I could drink whenever and ppl would just excuse it! I could drink for whatever reason and it would be fine!!
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat...
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I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat...
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jay_blank:
haha...I'm not saying we'd die....maybe just an overnight at the hospital... 
But, I guarantee it would be a good story; one for the ages!
Uh oh...you said the "C" word....time for me to start talking about "normal" things. "So, have you seen any good movies lately?"
But, I guarantee it would be a good story; one for the ages!
Uh oh...you said the "C" word....time for me to start talking about "normal" things. "So, have you seen any good movies lately?"
jay_blank:
Was the move the Prestige? That kicked ass! Batman and Wolverine in the same movie? Whaat? And David Bowie doing his thing. I liked that movie a ton.
Scarlett and the Johansson twins were great as well!
Was the move the Prestige? That kicked ass! Batman and Wolverine in the same movie? Whaat? And David Bowie doing his thing. I liked that movie a ton.
Scarlett and the Johansson twins were great as well!
I LOVE SG!!!!!
This place ROCKS! I WILL be an SG and thats all there is too it!!!!
fuzzyky:
Glad you had a fun,safe trip. Am happy for you that your so thrilled about your artwork/gift. If the artist reads your blogs;she's guarenteed to know of your joy. It comes thruj your works very clearly.
I believe I wanrned you about the itchy nipple thing......
oxoxoxooxo
Fuzzy
I believe I wanrned you about the itchy nipple thing......
oxoxoxooxo
Fuzzy
mrsted_stryker:
I wish I could become a drunk! I could drink whenever and ppl would just excuse it! I could drink for whatever reason and it would be fine!!
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat much so woo hoo!!
Bubble bath with a beautiful woman...
SEX with that beautiful woman...
GREAT movies for a few hours...
And than off to bed for more fun with that beautiful woman!! And she BETTER like to cuddle....I really want to cuddle!!
SIGH. I guess I will settle for a sammich (sp is RIGHT!!!)
Bubble bath alone....
Watch a good movie...I think I need to watch LadyHawk...that movie always makes me feel beter!
And than go to sleep and get a good night sleep...alone!!
There will always be soem woman that I like. Some man that I like. What is important to me is that they like these things too! And they dont mind when I run away for a bit! No worries...I am a faithfull fishy!!!
See ya all later!!
A
oh and PETER? Yes this IS me talking...just me. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Promise! hahaha
I think I need to get fucked up!!! Too bad I am a diabetic!!!
I think what I need is a night that goes like this:
Video game for about an hour.
GOOD food...and I dont eat much so woo hoo!!
Bubble bath with a beautiful woman...
SEX with that beautiful woman...
GREAT movies for a few hours...
And than off to bed for more fun with that beautiful woman!! And she BETTER like to cuddle....I really want to cuddle!!
SIGH. I guess I will settle for a sammich (sp is RIGHT!!!)
Bubble bath alone....
Watch a good movie...I think I need to watch LadyHawk...that movie always makes me feel beter!
And than go to sleep and get a good night sleep...alone!!
There will always be soem woman that I like. Some man that I like. What is important to me is that they like these things too! And they dont mind when I run away for a bit! No worries...I am a faithfull fishy!!!
See ya all later!!
A
oh and PETER? Yes this IS me talking...just me. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Promise! hahaha
I PIERCED MY NIPPLES!!!!
I wanted to get them double pierced in an X but I have a hard time healing so I just got a regular hoop! It didnt hurt at all! Actually I think I kinda LIKED it! Made me tingle in my no no and want girly lovin again!
WTF??? For some reason I seem to just want girly lovin lately....hmmmmm
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I wanted to get them double pierced in an X but I have a hard time healing so I just got a regular hoop! It didnt hurt at all! Actually I think I kinda LIKED it! Made me tingle in my no no and want girly lovin again!
WTF??? For some reason I seem to just want girly lovin lately....hmmmmm
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kovu:
OHMIGOD you are so SOOOO cute on the phone!!
kovu:
thank you x1000239587123951207560129365087236
i LOVE that man!!!! thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
yorue right...that mountains are pretty!
and Peters got a GREAT bum...you shoulda grabbed it for me...
i LOVE that man!!!! thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!
yorue right...that mountains are pretty!
and Peters got a GREAT bum...you shoulda grabbed it for me...
Did you do it pink like we talked about or did you decide on something different?