Hey everybody!!!
I am still having good days, yet to have a huge downer
i know its corny but i put it down to my girl, i have realised that i do love her loads and one day i shall marry her, one day!! but not yet still too young.
she bought a rampant rabbbit yesterday and i dunno what to think, i am not bothered cos i think it will be good for us cos when shes at her house an im at mine she can help herself n stuff and it will be cool for the sex life i guess, but i am bothered too.
i dunno why i got kinda jealous and angry she had bought it i think i thought i was being replaced at first and i now i dont think its a bad idea i dunno im a bit confused by it???? i asked her to let us try it while we were at it and together but she says she wants to be alone with it for a while to get used to it. but that made me more jealous of it!!! i dunno what im jealous of i guess its the thought of her getting pleasure elsewhere cos i know i am the only person she has slept with. i think i feel like shes cheating on me
i dunno what do you guys think???? i could use some advice, or even just friendly words
also on another note work is as shit as ever, i wanna leave sooo bad but i need the cash,
erm... oh today i was walking to work and the sun was just appearing over a hill right behind a church and i was right by this lake in the middle of a nature reserve it was sooo cool and would have been a fucking ace picture but yes i had no camera one of the few times i didnt have my camera i wanted it!!!
er... oh got drunk on bank holiday in a beer garden in stourport its next to the river severn, also played crazy golf its funny as fuck when youre pissed as a fart. hee hee
then raided the kids play zone and me and my friend hogged the remote controll boats. then we rented a real boat for 30mins crashed it about 50 times and it did like 5mph. and it was on a large open river dunno what went wrong???
then drove home and was sick in the car
ooops...
er thats about all scince my last entry.
oh yea welcome back blythe, i missed your ass!!! get my chest coloured in soon ill calll you later
I am still having good days, yet to have a huge downer
i know its corny but i put it down to my girl, i have realised that i do love her loads and one day i shall marry her, one day!! but not yet still too young.
she bought a rampant rabbbit yesterday and i dunno what to think, i am not bothered cos i think it will be good for us cos when shes at her house an im at mine she can help herself n stuff and it will be cool for the sex life i guess, but i am bothered too.
i dunno why i got kinda jealous and angry she had bought it i think i thought i was being replaced at first and i now i dont think its a bad idea i dunno im a bit confused by it???? i asked her to let us try it while we were at it and together but she says she wants to be alone with it for a while to get used to it. but that made me more jealous of it!!! i dunno what im jealous of i guess its the thought of her getting pleasure elsewhere cos i know i am the only person she has slept with. i think i feel like shes cheating on me
i dunno what do you guys think???? i could use some advice, or even just friendly words
also on another note work is as shit as ever, i wanna leave sooo bad but i need the cash,
erm... oh today i was walking to work and the sun was just appearing over a hill right behind a church and i was right by this lake in the middle of a nature reserve it was sooo cool and would have been a fucking ace picture but yes i had no camera one of the few times i didnt have my camera i wanted it!!!
er... oh got drunk on bank holiday in a beer garden in stourport its next to the river severn, also played crazy golf its funny as fuck when youre pissed as a fart. hee hee
then raided the kids play zone and me and my friend hogged the remote controll boats. then we rented a real boat for 30mins crashed it about 50 times and it did like 5mph. and it was on a large open river
dunno what went wrong???
then drove home and was sick in the car
ooops...
er thats about all scince my last entry.
oh yea welcome back blythe, i missed your ass!!! get my chest coloured in soon ill calll you later
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blythe:
dont worry about the rabbit ive got three of them youre still fabulous and gorgeous xxxx
djtinbox:
Sorry if i squished you when i stumbled upon you!