My grandma is in the hospital for the third time since Tommy was born. Things are not looking good. I've never dealt with death before, so I'm struggling with my feelings about this. There's no point to "staying optimistic" anymore. So I guess I'm just waiting for the inevitable. And I'll deal with it when I need to.
Meaney talked to my sister about it,...
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feerlessfreddy:
what exciting things is tommy up to these days. i took my son to a friends house yesterday so his boy and my boy could play together. i was nervous because my son is not good socially but he did allright with this boy.
beandog:
Hey, thanks for the congrats' message that you left on my page. As you can imagine, I'm pretty much on cloud nine at the moment!
The picture of my daughter was taken literally minutes after she met her new brother. She couldn't stop hugging him and giving him kisses.
Thanks also for the name suggestions. After three days of him being nameless we've finally settled on Finlay Benjamin.
Reading your blog has made me think about some of my old friends, some of whom I haven't seen since my wife and I relocated 10 months ago.
You've inspired me. It's time to get in touch with these people and take some time out to catch up.
The picture of my daughter was taken literally minutes after she met her new brother. She couldn't stop hugging him and giving him kisses.
Thanks also for the name suggestions. After three days of him being nameless we've finally settled on Finlay Benjamin.
Reading your blog has made me think about some of my old friends, some of whom I haven't seen since my wife and I relocated 10 months ago.
You've inspired me. It's time to get in touch with these people and take some time out to catch up.
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doctashock:
My shit has officially just been lost. I just lost my shit.
feerlessfreddy:
which one is Meaney? does tommy still have that baby smell. the really good one. when i saw that photo the baby scent came to me.
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feerlessfreddy:
im a kind guy. it must be nice to finally get some warm weather. its been in the 80's here which i love. my day was good except i went to the atm and left my card in the machine. now i have to wait 5 to 10 working days before i get my new card. oh well, i guess i wont spend any money at least.
fridgemagnet:
ahhh the baby is a cute one. 
I put that song on a mix tape I made for my girlfriend when we started dating last summer. Because I'm a huge dork.
I put that song on a mix tape I made for my girlfriend when we started dating last summer. Because I'm a huge dork.
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meaney:
"mommy's little monster" keeps playing in my head. social distortion. get it. know it. love me.
meaney:
nice profile pic, sexy!
you too, mrsmeaney.
you too, mrsmeaney.
Meaney wants me to update. As if he is the updating champion of the universe.
So here are 5 things you may not know about me:
1. I have horrible gas. And by horrible, I don't mean smelly. I just mean constant. I have farted in front of MotherMeaney twice and entertain myself by farting on Meaney whenever the urge presents itself.
2. I...
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So here are 5 things you may not know about me:
1. I have horrible gas. And by horrible, I don't mean smelly. I just mean constant. I have farted in front of MotherMeaney twice and entertain myself by farting on Meaney whenever the urge presents itself.
2. I...
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nofi:
i have music that's important for me, my sister and my dad too. don't laugh, but it's this. back when my sister and i shared a bedroom (in the early 80s), my dad would fall asleep on the floor between our beds holding each of our hands while listening to this record.
a year ago, my little sister got married to one of my best friends. the song that she danced with my dad to was Anne Murray's version of You Are My Sunshine. damnit! now i'm all teary eyed and i have to get that record out.
a year ago, my little sister got married to one of my best friends. the song that she danced with my dad to was Anne Murray's version of You Are My Sunshine. damnit! now i'm all teary eyed and i have to get that record out.
tijuana:
haha, i always try to fart on sunkist_sudafed to and he thinks it's descusting, but i can't help that i have the maturity of a 13 year old boy and think it's the funniest thing on earth...!!!
i was a complete slob before i owned my own house... & even more so now that i'm pregnant!! somedays i wish i had more laundry to do and more things to clean, could just be the boredom???
yes, shit is deffinitly getting exciting & anxious and longgggg...!!!! i'm so impatient i hate it! i did read that babies are more likely to be born on tuesday than any other day of the week, so maybe tomorrow?!?!?!?!
i was a complete slob before i owned my own house... & even more so now that i'm pregnant!! somedays i wish i had more laundry to do and more things to clean, could just be the boredom???
yes, shit is deffinitly getting exciting & anxious and longgggg...!!!! i'm so impatient i hate it! i did read that babies are more likely to be born on tuesday than any other day of the week, so maybe tomorrow?!?!?!?!
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volivershagnasty:
your son will be a prince I have foreseen this! 
syl:
"I love your new profile pic. And I'm jealous of your haircut.
I've been feeling a mommy makeover coming on for awhile now. I think I'll have to stick out my lower lip for Meaney and beg for a day of revamping."
When I havn't done my hair (which is often) Kevin says I look like one of the beatles... or a shaggy dog.
But I am trying to grow my hair out. I will stick out my lower lip too if it will help. mommy makeovers are a must!
I've been feeling a mommy makeover coming on for awhile now. I think I'll have to stick out my lower lip for Meaney and beg for a day of revamping."
When I havn't done my hair (which is often) Kevin says I look like one of the beatles... or a shaggy dog.
But I am trying to grow my hair out. I will stick out my lower lip too if it will help. mommy makeovers are a must!Why should your lack of love and/or affection bother you more on Valentines Day than any other day?
Quit your whining.
Prioritize.
And call your mother.
Quit your whining.
Prioritize.
And call your mother.
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thefreak:
Call that crazy bitch? Ain't happenin.
Give MM a scritch for me.
-TM
Give MM a scritch for me.
-TM
jakeypooh:
i actually did call my mom yesterday. wierd.
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bluevalentine:
Well , I know he knows there is this holiday called Valentines day that falls on Feb 14th. My friend Eirik is working with him for SxSW and at their last meeting (which I was at), he mentioned to everyone that he wanted to have another meeting in mid feb and that "I know we can't do it on the 14th because that's valentines day, so do you want to do it on tuesday the 13th or thursday the 15th".
But, ya know. boys. They arent always smart enough to go "oh! so its THIS wednesday".
But, yes. I think my lovely little chocolate cake with hazelnut mouse and a little, semi-platonic valentines day card is the way to go.
I really wish he had made it to my burlesque show as I thanked him in the program. Fuckers.
But, ya know. boys. They arent always smart enough to go "oh! so its THIS wednesday".
But, yes. I think my lovely little chocolate cake with hazelnut mouse and a little, semi-platonic valentines day card is the way to go.
I really wish he had made it to my burlesque show as I thanked him in the program. Fuckers.
syl:
Thanx for the good advice Rough Sex. Thats exatly what I need. lol
Rough Sex. Thats exatly what I need. lolI'm convinced our apartment is haunted.
Tommy has a toy guitar. It's one of those things that is touch-sensitive, and has no "off" button.
Anyway, last night, I'm laying in bed and the thing starts playing! And not just one note or anything - like, the whole song! I picked it up and wiped it down because I thought maybe there was just some moisture...
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Tommy has a toy guitar. It's one of those things that is touch-sensitive, and has no "off" button.
Anyway, last night, I'm laying in bed and the thing starts playing! And not just one note or anything - like, the whole song! I picked it up and wiped it down because I thought maybe there was just some moisture...
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fiendclub:
LOL. That is all...
And yeah, first the plan was I was going back to work when Calvin was 2 months old, then it was 4 then I decided to stay home a year because no one does that anymore these days. My mom also said she regretted not being able to stay home with us when we were babies. So here I am, about to become a productive member of society again and I don't wanna go back to work.
Calvin will be one next month. but with all the money i'll have I can buy him more cool stuff. (I'll be doubling our income too.) -Gina
And yeah, first the plan was I was going back to work when Calvin was 2 months old, then it was 4 then I decided to stay home a year because no one does that anymore these days. My mom also said she regretted not being able to stay home with us when we were babies. So here I am, about to become a productive member of society again and I don't wanna go back to work.
Calvin will be one next month. but with all the money i'll have I can buy him more cool stuff. (I'll be doubling our income too.) -Gina
fiendclub:
...also, Calvin has a few toys that play on their own... My suggestion would be to just take the batteries out until the kid wants to play. Or start buying toys with an on/off switch or volume control.
You should deffinatly post a picture of you in the crib with Tommy. I've love to see that.
edit: but i really wish he would lay down.
anyway... i guess... what i'm trying to say... is... i'm really proud of you.