I snooped through Meaney's stuff. 
I know, I know. But it's not as bad as it sounds. I think?
He was signed in to his SG account...and I was just curious. Actually, I had a specific task in mind. You see..Meaney was not the nicest guy in the world for a period of time. (And judging from some of your messages...you ALL know that I was not the nicest girl in the world. ahemaerosolcan)
So what I wanted to do was... go back to that point in time, when Meaney was breaking my heart on a daily basis... and maybe catch a glimpse of what he was actually thinking. Is that so wrong?
It is not that I don't trust him. I would be SHOCKED (and probably laugh my ass off) if he were carrying on some torrid internet affair with an SG member. Although with some of you, I could see the appeal. 
I really just wanted to know what he truly thought of me. And honestly, I wish I wouldn't have looked. I now feel more shitty and unsure of myself than before I snooped around. 
I won't go into detail. But I will say this. Meaney was NOT thrilled about making babies with me. Or being with me at all, actually. And one of his reasons for it was that I "can't cook." 
He will be eating those words every day for the rest of his life. Right along with my crispy chicken, homemade mashed potatoes and green bean casserole. (jerk.)
But anyway..my point is...I'm sorry, Meaney. I'm sorry that I invaded your privacy. I'm sorry that I am still holding onto these useless grudges. And I'm sorry that I can't be angry with you for the things I found.
Maybe it really is time to move on from our past. You obviously gave me a second chance at being the kind of person that you can love. I think you deserve some credit for no longer being the kind of person I can hate. And I know that it sounds terrible when I put it that way. But you know what I mean. I can't keep replaying that same night over and over in my head. There have been so many amazing nights that I have had with you since then...I'd rather dwell on those.
So. How about you guys? Any experiences with snooping? How badly did it bite YOU in the ass?
I know, I know. But it's not as bad as it sounds. I think?
He was signed in to his SG account...and I was just curious. Actually, I had a specific task in mind. You see..Meaney was not the nicest guy in the world for a period of time. (And judging from some of your messages...you ALL know that I was not the nicest girl in the world. ahemaerosolcan)
So what I wanted to do was... go back to that point in time, when Meaney was breaking my heart on a daily basis... and maybe catch a glimpse of what he was actually thinking. Is that so wrong?
It is not that I don't trust him. I would be SHOCKED (and probably laugh my ass off) if he were carrying on some torrid internet affair with an SG member. Although with some of you, I could see the appeal. I really just wanted to know what he truly thought of me. And honestly, I wish I wouldn't have looked. I now feel more shitty and unsure of myself than before I snooped around. I won't go into detail. But I will say this. Meaney was NOT thrilled about making babies with me. Or being with me at all, actually. And one of his reasons for it was that I "can't cook." He will be eating those words every day for the rest of his life. Right along with my crispy chicken, homemade mashed potatoes and green bean casserole. (jerk.)
But anyway..my point is...I'm sorry, Meaney. I'm sorry that I invaded your privacy. I'm sorry that I am still holding onto these useless grudges. And I'm sorry that I can't be angry with you for the things I found.
Maybe it really is time to move on from our past. You obviously gave me a second chance at being the kind of person that you can love. I think you deserve some credit for no longer being the kind of person I can hate. And I know that it sounds terrible when I put it that way. But you know what I mean. I can't keep replaying that same night over and over in my head. There have been so many amazing nights that I have had with you since then...I'd rather dwell on those.
So. How about you guys? Any experiences with snooping? How badly did it bite YOU in the ass?
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My inlaws haven't seen it yet, but we already had the ceremony so it's too late now!