mrschainsaw

Our trip to Wasaga is in a month. I'm worried that I may have to cancel, because I can't afford the whole cost, and Joe has plans to spend all his money very soon on a new bass and room.

Yes, he's moving out. He's living at a friend's during the week, then I'll see him saturday night/sunday morning as per usual, and eventually he wants to rent a room in scarborough. Hopefully soon.

I'm not particularly pleased with the new arrangement...I'm welcomed with his family, and although I know I'm (usually) welcomed at his friend's place, it's not the same. Not even close.

You know, it really really really really really SUCKS being able to see him only once a week. I miss him a lot.

But I'm looking on the bright side (because I'm trying to be more positive), at least if he's spending the entire week at his friend's, I have more privilege in saying "let's just hang out alone tonight".

There are worse things, of course. And in a week sunday, he'll be spending the week at my house anyway.

Last sunday night I went out with Colin because he wanted someone to talk to about his ex-girlfriend reappearing recently in his life, and I realized how much I love his company. Seriously, one of the coolest people I've ever known. And one of the most well-intentioned. I wish I knew him better though. I guess now is a pretty good time to get started on that.

xo
stellar

p.s. I need a tried and true way to get $1400. I've never gambled before, but I'd be willing to give it a shot. I don't plan on winning the lottery (mostly because I don't buy lottery tickets )