Wednesday Jan 03, 2007

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Good friends are the kind who intentionally keep creepy people away from you.
Even when those creepy people are friends of theirs.

Bad friends are the kind who will hang you out to dry when things get tough.
I'm happy to say I can't think of anyone who currently falls under this category.

Now that another year has passed I am in the process of clearing out junk from the last year, archiving things that are no longer needed, and getting rid of things that have become irrelevant. Last night I hung my diploma on my wall for the first time. I hope it becomes a constant reminder as this year my job and career will be my main focus.

I am seriously thinking of taking a vacation this year to Costa Rica. Joe and I were supposed to go for our honeymoon, instead I think I will go just because I can. As much as I love Wasaga Beach, it doesn't really count as a "vacation" tongue

I highly recommend the lip stain from Vincent Longo. It is the best $30 I've spent in a long time.

Tonight I am cooking honey mustard salmon, sitting down with a beer, and watching Beauty and the Geek.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
My willpower will falter from time to time, but I'm making a promise to myself that this year I will not lose myself in the chaos that may come. My problem lies in the disconnect between what I think and what I really believe about myself, and in the early part of last year in particular that carried over into my sense of self. Obviously there were extenuating circumstances that I will do my best to prevent from happening again, but my perception of myself became distorted and it wasn't apparent to me until after the dust settled the extent to which I was someone different from who I believe I am. I did a lot of soul searching in the later part of the year, and that's when I came to the realization that I think certain (good) things about myself, but there is no conviction behind it. Therein lies the disconnect, and from where this originated I have no idea as I had a good childhood by all comparison and there was never any lack of love or encouragement. That's neither here nor there at this point though because it doesn't do a damn thing to change it. Fixing this to the best of my ability will be my biggest challenge this year.




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satom:
not sure, but you do look some what like some one i know.
dubble_a:
Hey, love the rockabilly look in your new pic. Very sexy indeed smile

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