mrs_misha

I'm on my lunch Break... what a crappy couple of days. I actually had them move a touch up because I just can't even bring myself to tattoo. So it's catching up on drawings all day..

What's wrong you may ask... well the economy for one. I have big clients pulling out right now because of their money woes.. so that is trickling down to me.. So money must be much tighter for a bit... I have to cut back on pilates and no new video games for a while. The hubby is doing so much for me I really don't want him to go back to a regular job, but we may have no choice..

oh and to top all that off.... I am in the beginnings of Menopause.. let me tell you having hot flashes, pms and cramps all in the same week is starting to wear on me.. I am taking a personal day tomorrow but I have so much work to do I won't really get a break... I just need a couple of days in a hotel with a pool and a big tub. I need water to soak up all my stress.

This weekend we are going to visit my father in law, we will be by the beach so maybe I will go inot the ocean to cleanse myself of all my stress... Something has to give soon I am just feeling like folding in on myself. and at the same time I feel like I am exploding with anxious energy... fucking hormones suck