In the many years we have been renting MorningStar and I have always found the coolest, biggest and cheapest apartments... we have lost our MoJo... 
I so bloody depressed, we have a couple of applications we are waiting to hear back from and two really cool and large apartments that we had to walk away from becaus of no parking. Believe me I'd love to not havr to drive and take public transportation. but this is LA and that is not possible. I think it's the waiting thats killing me. I just want to know where i'm moving.. and we still have to find a car.
The rest of this year better get better.I eat when I'm stressed and I really don't need to get any bigger...
anyway this is me just rambling, instead of crying, when I heard of us having to move I was looking forward to a new enviroment and the possiblilty of more room, now I almost ready to settle for anything...
hope tomorrow brings an answer.
edited to add:
I just read MorningStar's journal. funny how in tune with eachother we are.. we both wrote about or loss of MoJo... well at least we have eachother. And there is no one else in the world that I would rather fight the world off with. I guess not everything is depressing in my life.
I so bloody depressed, we have a couple of applications we are waiting to hear back from and two really cool and large apartments that we had to walk away from becaus of no parking. Believe me I'd love to not havr to drive and take public transportation. but this is LA and that is not possible. I think it's the waiting thats killing me. I just want to know where i'm moving.. and we still have to find a car.
The rest of this year better get better.I eat when I'm stressed and I really don't need to get any bigger...
anyway this is me just rambling, instead of crying, when I heard of us having to move I was looking forward to a new enviroment and the possiblilty of more room, now I almost ready to settle for anything...
hope tomorrow brings an answer.
edited to add:
I just read MorningStar's journal. funny how in tune with eachother we are.. we both wrote about or loss of MoJo... well at least we have eachother. And there is no one else in the world that I would rather fight the world off with. I guess not everything is depressing in my life.
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I was casual about it...didn't want to make a hoohah out of it. but they REALLY stepped up, told me what to do next time he's in, to let them know when I see him so they can identify him in the future. they got really protective and it was discussed at length.
being a daddy is great! aidan finally reacts to me now and seems to know who i am, which is really cool. you know, the first few months babies only care about mom. so, it's nice that he knows who i am and gets excited about seeing me. also, he's finally sleeping through the night (10:30 or so until about 6:30 or 7) so in turn roxymonoxcide and i are getting more rest and are less cranky.
btw, i have no doubt you'll get your mojo back!