mrrick

So i am not really the type of person to "blog" but i feel i should share with the few friends i have on here, cause lets face it. i am here for the boobs. But anyway, it has been and will always be a very difficult time for me the holidays. it seems like every year no matter what, something has to happen, or i do something that manages to get me all super sad or angry. for example, one year i was dumped the week of christmas because the girl i was dating wanted someone who was 10 years olde, so left me for him. hard to deal with when you like 21, some 31 year old dude bangin the girl who was yours for years. and then one year i wrecked my car around thanksgiving, bought a new one, my friend wrecked it and then i found out i did NOT have full coverage and got my drivers license taken away. ohh, ooh, then there is the one time on christmas eve my best friends apartment burnt down. and then to top it all of this year. i just spent my fist holiday alone in god, 4 years. i just got out of a seriously long term relastionship. thought i was doing good. then woke up on thanksgiving, went to my parents and was miserable the entire time. Plus on top of that!!!!!! i am broke because i am giving my Ex 800 dollars a paycheck to get her shit all paid up so she can get her own place, so i could not even drink myself in to a temporary coma. ..... . .anyway. thought i would share.