Everything is fine on the outside, but it most certainly is not on the inside.I suppose you could say I'm feeling better. I'm sick of the up and down, though I suppose that's to be expected. After much thought, I've decided I would benefit from some type of anti-anxiety medicine. I've tried so hard for so fucking long to control my constant out-of-control anxiety and catastrophization, all to little or no avail. I'm talking to my doctor about this Friday. In a delicious bit of irony, I am worried about going on anti-anxiety medication. 
I debated whether or not to even put this in a blog, but this is one of the very few places I feel comfortable enough talking about this, and anyway, it feels good to get it out there. I hope this helps, because I cannot keep living like this. Everything is fine on the outside, but it most certainly is not on the inside.
For some reason, I listened to this song over and over and over and over and over again this afternoon. Is it me or does this video totally not fit the song?? Da fuq?
I debated whether or not to even put this in a blog, but this is one of the very few places I feel comfortable enough talking about this, and anyway, it feels good to get it out there. I hope this helps, because I cannot keep living like this. Everything is fine on the outside, but it most certainly is not on the inside.For some reason, I listened to this song over and over and over and over and over again this afternoon. Is it me or does this video totally not fit the song?? Da fuq?
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merlowe:
I try to avoid emotional blogs..but i suppose i shouldnt this seems to be an open and accepting and especially relatating site..i tried meds once..they fucked me up worse..but thats me..i hope they work for you!
laurah:
Thank you for your comment and your support on my set