I'd be the first to admit I am not the most spontaneous person in the world. I like to meticulously plan things out. I like to know what I'm facing. I don't care for surprises. However, lately I've really felt like saying fuck it and doing more things out of character. What that means...I'm not so sure. It's not as though I'm going to turn into a raving asshole or anything like that. I just want to take more chances. I'm too careful. Too worried about making a mistake. Way too fucking worried about what other people think. Way too worried.
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jonas_thorazine:
I am of the same nature, but I've also gone through phases of fuck-it-all spontaneity. It's a good way to get the ball rolling, sometimes, if you life needs a ball to be rolling.
sorchablue:
I think the lovely folks above me said it all rather well. It's definitely good to shake things up every once in a while, and I agree with TarNish and their hope for you. I don't know... I am a firm believer in the power of living your truth and going for your joy, whatever that may be. The alternative has always just hurt so much more. I figure we're human. However hard we may try we will make mistakes, and that's how we learn and grow. May this energy and phase you are in serve you well. ^_^