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Sunday Dec 26, 2010

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Fiercely, I'm fighting against the post-Christmas blues. The time from about a week before Halloween until now (well, until New Year's Day), is enjoyable. But from here until who know when, things aren't nearly as exciting. There isn't as much to look forward to. The weather is dreary. Blah blah blah. I am busy finding ways to fight the dreariness, to make my life more exciting. I need to immerse myself in my favorite things. To meet new people. To meet new people who will challenge me and give me a different way to look at things.

This worry that always seems to be there, at very different levels, has come on full-force as of late. I don't know exactly what is going on with me. I just feel so worried about everything, yet I don't really have a lot to actually worry about. Nearly 98% of it is all in my head, yet I can't control it much of the time. Does anyone out there who is reading this feel like this? I'd love to hear from you.
caterpillar_girl:
I feel that all the time..the anxiety..the scenarios that play out in my head are always far worse than reality. Yet,I have a hard time stopping it. I hate that feeling of dread that you can't quite put your finger on...
For me,it comes and goes in little waves. Hope you feel more relaxed soon.
Dec 26, 2010

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