I am at a loss as to what to write in today's journal but, at the same time, am conscious it has been three or four days since I bothered to update.
Since I last updated I have undertaken an illegal activity which I shouldn't discuss; I have done something I promised myself I would never do; I almost told someone something which I shouldn't have (luckily I didn't but I am surprised it crossed my mind to say this thing in the first place) and I have mostly been thinking about things to which I don't want to accept the answer, despite it being the best solution.
I need someone to tell me where to begin and i'm sure I can work things out from there; it's just that, whenever I try for myself, I just ask more and more questions. And whenever I ask a friend for an answer I secretly need them to justify it because their answer doesn't have a logical conclusion to my requirements.
shitbollocksfuck. Even this doesn't make any sense.
edited 7 June 23:30
Incidentally, I am not in a huffy mood or anything although your kind comments are greatly appreciated. I just happen to have a part of me which generates questions on a constant loop basis, kind of like a Commodore 64 computer which has crashed but where the tape player is still trying to read data.
Au contraire, I have had a remarkably good day today
Since I last updated I have undertaken an illegal activity which I shouldn't discuss; I have done something I promised myself I would never do; I almost told someone something which I shouldn't have (luckily I didn't but I am surprised it crossed my mind to say this thing in the first place) and I have mostly been thinking about things to which I don't want to accept the answer, despite it being the best solution.
I need someone to tell me where to begin and i'm sure I can work things out from there; it's just that, whenever I try for myself, I just ask more and more questions. And whenever I ask a friend for an answer I secretly need them to justify it because their answer doesn't have a logical conclusion to my requirements.
shitbollocksfuck. Even this doesn't make any sense.
edited 7 June 23:30
Incidentally, I am not in a huffy mood or anything although your kind comments are greatly appreciated. I just happen to have a part of me which generates questions on a constant loop basis, kind of like a Commodore 64 computer which has crashed but where the tape player is still trying to read data.
Au contraire, I have had a remarkably good day today
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starr:
Just write it off as a bad night. It was just one of those nights. There, all better! 
rainwolfkin:
i would never do that! i would be too frightened of your pure unadulterated evil getting back at me. although i think we all know by now that you are the one obsessed with poo!